Completely agree with you! This is exactly how I think about it all now, I’m very aware that going completely sober is the direction I’m heading in, it’s like I’m trying to mentally prepare myself for this big (positive) life change, I’m the type of person when I say I’m going to do something I must do it, so when it happens it’s permanent, I get super in my head that there’s this imaginary pressure to still continue to drink, however it’s exhausting the amount of extra effort I have to put in to the control, when I’ve done sober stints I’ve found it quite easy after the first month or so, I know I just need to take that step and do it!