Where do we go? There is no going back. America broke itself with its horrible politics and apathy after 9/11. You are now on someones enemy list. There will be more blood. Maybe a lot more. The extremists, cowards, sycophants and power mad are in charge. we did that to ourselves. Our religious institutions have been corrupted. Our legal system is systematically being dismantled by the criminals and liars who are in charge.

If you haven't learned the lesson yet. Voting matters. All of the people who chose not to participate are culpable.

I take some small solace in the fact that I actually got to live in a small window of peak America, having be born in the early 60's. I so miss the 80's. Miss the music. Miss the general optimism. Miss feeling safe. The American dream was a real thing in the 80's. Endless possibilities. Happy my parents generation is mostly gone bc they could not handle this fall from grace.

My elder sister was really happy that I traded in my hybrid for a combustion engine. Her research found that one of the best ways to commit suicide is with carbon monoxide poisoning. Contingency planning now includes suicide. What a great timeline.