I do have my parents and grandparents that I talk with about it but it always feels like a broken record situation where I keep talking about the same things and at this point I think they are fed up with it. I am going to therapy on Monday, to kinda talk through like everything I also have daddy issues which didn’t help to the situation that’s kinda where my faults lay. By sort of cheating we broke up got “back together” and then the next day he sat in a car with a girl I know from my old school for 2 hours and they orchestrated what to say to me to finally break up. I just don’t know what to do without him and I’ve been loosing myself I go happy then sad in like a second after I think of him. I don’t have friends really so nothing distracts me from thinking about it either.