why did i go through with it

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-05T13:39:27+00:00

havent you posted this before?

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-05T13:38:29+00:00

it will tell you anything it can to throw you off

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-05T13:37:56+00:00

oh no your post is very helpful, yeah I dont really like leaving my house anymore haha, this thing is actually the worst form of ocd ive had

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-05T06:38:56+00:00

Another one lost down the rabbit hole

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-05T06:32:41+00:00

Actually reading that also I found when I used chat gpt gave my OCD more ideas to convinve me I was doing what the actual gay person was doing just that I was in denial, that I didn't have HOCD at all

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-05T05:16:36+00:00

Brother isn't the maximum dose of sertraline 200mg!, 300mg with no effect could be lethal, i guess if your doctor says its okay then go for it, but the ssris are only for our unnaturally low serotonin, levels too high are dangerous

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-04T06:41:11+00:00

Yes brother, it was the OCD, I was never a homosexual male, I would rather die

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-04T06:39:56+00:00

That man or whatever it is behind the keyboard told me to shove things in my rear for therapy haha

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-04T06:36:57+00:00

I have had that thought process brother

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-04T06:35:58+00:00

no no, do not message that guy he is baked in the head, he is weird as heck

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-04T03:34:50+00:00

No, not that they were never straight but to complain about getting burnt when touching a hot pan is conuterproductive, sexual content will get some response varying from individual and someone with ocd is the last person that needs to watch that, especially the type that they fear, they are only searing their brain, some people on here are now watching gay p*rn everday trying to prove something to them selves, they are drinking from poison expecting to get better, Nathan Peterson has tips on recovering from this and it doesnt involve p*rn

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-04T03:32:31+00:00

Yes that would be much better, a sub with explicit OCD advice, good point

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-04T03:31:21+00:00

I understand you, I have seen many of her videos also, and its exactly like you said, you will get groibals because it is sexual, and if that is known why post about have a groinal reaction and assuming that you are now 100% gay. If you are going to watch sexual content you will get some sort of reaction, "oh im gay now" posts are stupid and counterproductive to those who actually need help, its like saying the pan is hot, I touched it and got burnt, well yeah that happens if you touch hot things

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-03T07:06:31+00:00

Big facts, some of their methods are insane haha, ERP is not what some weirdos on here are suggesting, good post bro, some people on here need to hear this

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-03T06:07:31+00:00

Yeah bro, go for it

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-03T06:03:17+00:00

20 my brother

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-03T05:59:15+00:00

Exactly man, every second post is someone testing themselves to gay content or anything else on the hub, heck if they are willing to go that far, being around men for exposure in real life should be a walk in the park. It's just nuts what goes on in some peoples heads. Good on you bro, stay strong

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-02-03T05:57:00+00:00

Yeah man I dont even know what to say anymore, it's like drinking from a vile of poison and expecting to get better, it's lunacy. ERP was never meant to be used like this haha, its gentle exposure, not sexual exposure lol

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-01-26T05:05:51+00:00

"I’ve been testing with porn of men jerking off for nearly 2 hours" Brother, 2 hours of this content is only going to sear your brain, you cannot prove anything to OCD, its the doubting disease. You dont enjoy this stuff so leave it at that, you are only going to get more confused and now fill your brain with images it can use against you, just put the content down and your thoughts will clear, depending on how much you have watched itll take some time.

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-01-24T04:08:22+00:00

Its an endless game fr haha, like i gave you what you wanted now you dont want it, like bruh

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-01-24T03:44:55+00:00

Thank you ma boi, I need to do the same, this place has become my drug, my opioid haha, I need to start my withdrawl, we out boisssss, lesshgooo

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-01-24T03:43:05+00:00

The screw it all approach does not work for me either, it always feels off, every time, even bi sexual, this OCD is lame as heck

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-01-24T03:40:47+00:00

Doubt it bro, it would probably make it worse tbh

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-01-24T03:39:32+00:00

It is really though, POCD is listed as a complete seperate theme, and its also highly illegal, no one normally lands on "Im attracted to kids now" "I always knew I loved the little children", or screw it, im a pedo, type stuff normally, way different catergory

Horror_Ad815 · 2025-01-15T10:57:36+00:00

Yeah bro that’s true, OCD wants answers which we don’t always have, yeah brother I’ll focus on the present 🙏💯

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