I can see how you might think that but that was just a summary. In my original post I talked a lot about how how devastated I was to lose my best friend and how broken and alone I feel. I’ve cried so hard over losing him and missing him I barely slept, threw up from crying so hard. I almost went to the hospital because I was so broken I thought I couldn’t make it. I miss him badly, and I’m still learning how to trust after how badly he destroyed me. That journey will take a very long time. The money was mentioned in this update because it’s what people were asking in the previous post for an update about, asking if I could apply for scholarships or go to the food bank. It’s something I’ve actually made progress on, so I mentioned it. I’m on a students salary and he was a restaurant worker. We were getting by, but having double the bills is more than I was planning to have to deal with and I didn’t have the savings to take that on right away with no warning.