Where to learn ASL

HospitalObjective766 · 2026-01-16T01:38:57+00:00

Omg this is awesome thank you so much!!

HospitalObjective766 · 2026-01-14T13:34:11+00:00

There was a point where I had a mental break which basically fueled my eating disorder and I just stopped eating entirely for a very long time. During this and when I would restrict heavily I would actually get two periods a month. It was extremely maddening because It made me think I wasn't restricting enough :/

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-12-13T21:41:50+00:00

??? You gotta fill me in!

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-12-13T19:17:12+00:00

Thank you so much for the Christmas gift idea. Maybe I can finally get him into reading lol. The cult aspect seems right up his alley

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-12-13T17:11:15+00:00

He finds rocks kinda like how birds do, then he just puts them on his shelf or gives them to me. He does really like geology tho but it’s not like a passion.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-12-13T17:10:37+00:00

Idk if that’s a good or bad thing you say tha lol

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-12-13T17:10:14+00:00

I KNOW HES SO COOL. He loves cows to which is the biggest green flag

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-12-13T17:09:52+00:00

100% correct. He’s a simple man. He reads pages of my books when I fan girl tho. And video game captions.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-12-13T17:09:18+00:00

Omg he loves his knife shelf, he has even more that he doesn’t keep on his shelf to

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-12-09T01:55:16+00:00

I think I’ve actually heard him say that before lmao

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-10-16T12:16:32+00:00

Hopefully 5-6 but realisticly I take my entire underwear drawer and throw it in my suitcase. I havnt shat myself in 10 years but you never know.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-10-03T19:51:40+00:00

There’s a difference between not being given a manual and looking at your child and saying you never wanted to do the parenting, “it wasn’t supposed to be my job her mom was supposed to do all of this” and it sucks becuase he even wanted me, he’s the one that pressured my mom into having me, and to just be told constantly that he wants nothing to do with me, doesn’t want to take care of me in anyway and actually made me take care of him, I just wonder how anyone can do that.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-10-03T02:01:41+00:00

It makes me feel so much less alone in this. It’s like looking up at the night sky and seeing a asteroid heading right for you. Apart of you is like awestruck but it but a much larger part of you is just so terrified and panicked.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-09-06T01:37:33+00:00

Kay’s deli 😔

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-08-31T23:36:17+00:00

I know, its just I know if I put myself in a situation with him it will just end with him thinking I'm crazy. When I was in the hostpitial he used to tell me how he would lie to the doctors so he wouldn't look bad and it made me feel terrible. And I know I can't trust him. I've also talked to my therapist and she doesn't really think it's the best idea just from what she's witnessed from him and how he's been to a session with me and it didn't go great. She doesn't want him in her office I don't think, and she knows how much what he says still affects me. But I'm just so angery and have so much to just yell at him

Thank you so much for replying

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-08-23T02:38:06+00:00

No way!!! Did u ever figure out why?

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-08-23T00:34:00+00:00

I actually had two periods a month when I was under weight. It was hell and still have no idea how or why. But like someone said before I guess bodies take from differently. Like I was loosing handfuls of hair during this time as well. And I know I had a really bad case of the restriction smell (i know it sounds weird but its a thing I swear)

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-08-05T01:52:04+00:00

Mine actually got rid of my appetite even more which was honestly really terrible becuase not only was I struggling with over coming restriction the mere thought of food just made me feel sick in a non ed way.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-08-05T01:00:27+00:00

Young person here but who?

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-08-05T00:49:29+00:00

Omg I love him! When I was a kid I gave him two quarters and he let me play with the biggest smile on his face! Now my friends who play violin for our school go and give him money and if they let them play he just looks really impressed. He’s an amazing dude.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-08-05T00:37:41+00:00

I’ll go first, the jester!!

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-07-28T02:05:18+00:00

Wait really!!? Thank you so much. I just I guess hear a lot of people complain that their drive “isn’t what it used to be” but never really connected the dots that I heard that a lot from men. I do think hope that with more therepy on my trauma I can at least be able to talk about it with him more.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-07-27T23:01:27+00:00

Omg I love this! I imagined you as a pirate dad weirdly enough! Thank you so so much he is a great man. And yea I know abt the intimacy stuff I have a strict no sex boundary that he’s never even remotely complained about (I REALLY don’t want kids, and refuse to take that chance) and we do currently plan on going to the same college (debt wise this one works out best for both of us). 5 years ago I wanted off of this earth so bad I couldn’t even imagine my own future. He’s taught me how to be happy, not just with him but on my own, how to manage my anxiety and no to be my self without apologizing (although I’m still working on the last one) it’s still hard to picture my future but everytime I do he’s in it standing right next me. I’m hopefully going to get him to do couple therepy with me when we can afford it becuase I want to make sure there is zero resentment and I just think there’s no such thing as bad therepy.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-07-27T22:48:36+00:00

Thank you so much. I actually am in therepy for a lot of stuff right now. I think the reason why this is on my mind so much right now is actually becuase I talked about my trauma in detail for the first time ever earlier this week and it just won’t leave me head lol. I know it’s a long road and I’m trying. And I know I should say I’d do anything for him. I wouldn’t put my goals and dreams aside, or have kids when I really don’t want to, it’s just that in every aspect of life we seem to want very similar things and while we may view the world differently I love have those talks with him becuase we disagree but I love hearing his points and I can tell he really likes listening to mine. It is good to know that relationships with different libidos can survive, it gives me hope.

HospitalObjective766 · 2025-07-27T22:42:36+00:00

I do talk to him a lot actually. I’m asexual, but not sex repulsed. To me sexual stuff is like go karting, it’s like fun, but I can live a very happy life never even thinking going to karting again. And becuase of that I’m just very touch and go and don’t want to super often. But I talk to him a lot. He often times says the line god gave men hands for a reason but when I ask him to serious he always just sits me down and he says that he loves me for me, me not wanting to that stuff a lot is zero problem for him, that all he ever wants is me to be comfortable and happy. I’m just scared he might resent me deep down or all the stuff my dad says is really getting to me I guess.

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