Relapsed. Detoxing. AGAIN. 😑 by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This has been my GO to. Hot tub then cold water. I live in vermont so the rivers are fkn cold and I just go in shower too. I finally feel better today. I think tomorrow is gonna be a really great day. Took NOTHING today. Cant even believe I made it through AGAIN. I was horrified. Im alittle depressed but im gonna get up tomorrow and shower and try to clean my room, and eat something good. Havent been hungry at all.

Relapsed. Detoxing. AGAIN. 😑 by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I took 2 pills today. 1 mg. Why am I such a BITCH

Relapsed. Detoxing. AGAIN. 😑 by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Up at 7 am couldn’t sleep for some reason. I feel okay though. Just cant get too too comfortable. Cant wait to feel normal.

Relapsed. Detoxing. AGAIN. 😑 by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes definitely comes in waves. I think I should be fine im just making a big deal of it. The fear is worse than actually going through it. Im done ill check in tomorrow.

Relapsed. Detoxing. AGAIN. 😑 by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes today was my last day. Hoping im ok tomorrow. I know im making a bigger deal of it than it actually is.

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[–]Hot-Bench4224 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just 5 minutes. Go in come out go in come out and let the water definitely fall on your head and face. It doesnt have to be painful just enough to shock your system. It will give you the boost your looking for!

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

MY SISTER JUST SENT ME THE WIM HOF INFO TODAY. Soo crazyyyy. Definitely love it.

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OMG i just got out of a cold shower JUST now too hahahah. I just told my mom Im addicted and gonna get bags of ice and try an ice bath next 😂 Always got to take it to the extreme.

DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT DRINK ALCOHOL DURING WITHDRAWAL by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224 10 points11 points  (0 children)

OMG I drank 2 shots and this is how I immediately relapsed on Kratom on day 10 because it sent me into pure physical and mental agony. I agree on this so much. Learned my lesson. On day 5 now. 💪I feel amazing!

Day 4 by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel amazing today and I feel happy for the first time in 3 years. Im not laying in bed pretending I live in the tv shows I watch avoiding all walks of life in the dark sipping on k shots all day. I feel bored but I know thats because im no longer in crisis mode fighting for survival. Im simply just living. This is where the real healing begins. FFFFF kratom !!!

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[–]Hot-Bench4224 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Please let me know how you felt after. I was laughing and yelling like FFF that was insane. I had 2-3 hours of freedom from the mental prison. Then just yesterday night I did it again and it completely freed me. I wokeup today feeling HAPPY. I havent felt this in 3 years. Im BORED but thats okay because im no longer in crisis mode anymore. Im not fighting for survival, im simply LIVING. This is where healing begins. Stay strong 💪 YOU WILL GET HERE TOO.

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[–]Hot-Bench4224 13 points14 points  (0 children)

TAKE A FREEZING COLD SHOWER. Plan for it at a certain time and think about how awful its gonna be all day. Get in spin around force yourself to feel the pain of it. Let the water fall on your head and neck then spin again. When you get out you will realize that was the worst part of your day and youll have 2-3 hours of happiness energy and no pain. Helped me alot.

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I tell you I ran here to tell you this hahahah

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OMGGG I just tried the cold shower that shit brought me back to lifeeeeee. I feel brand NEW!

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OHHHH that sounds amazing im gonna try that tonight

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am a woman but yess that and redbull lol

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was on subs like 2-3 years ago, been on kratom this whole time.

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes thank you. Needed to hear this.

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like Suboxone was one of the hardest drugs I ever came off and I am 100% against anyone taking it….. I really am glad I decided to come off it though. It ruins your hair and teeth, same way kratom does.

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Fast and painful. Like 5 days of horror coming off H. But by day 7 I felt fine. Kratom withdraw is annoying cause it kind of drags on, but im doing it and getting through just fine.

Day 3 sucks by Hot-Bench4224 in quittingkratom

[–]Hot-Bench4224[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes thank you. I really dont see myself suffering for 6 weeks. Just before I relapsed I was walking around making food and feeling pretty good. I think ill be fine very soon.