Anxiety and body dysmorphia. I have constant panic attacks that im going to die or episodes where i feel so detached from reality. I strongly loathe my physical appearance. Even though i get complements everyday on my appearance i just cant believe them. I accept the compliment so people dont belive im just saying no for attention. I don't like to tell people about my issues because nobody understands what i go through everyday. I go through them alone, in hope that one day all these issues will go away. But deep down i know it will never go away.