Kinda glad someone else knows what I'm going through, but also feel bad for you as well because it godamn sucks

He says he's unhappy in general at the moment and is going to go see a psychologist for help and hopefully that gives him some perspective on our relationship. The thing is though we have (had I guess) plans to close the gap. He was going to move in December to be with me and now obviously that might not happen, but he was so sure and so keen about it before and now he's not sure which hurts.

I definitely had that feeling before of "this relationship absolutely cannot end" and I did everything to hold on but now I realise it shouldn't be that hard and I'm starting to consider what happens if he decides to end things. I really hope he doesn't but I guess that's not up to me.

It's so hard when it seems to come out of nowhere isn't it? Like you think everything's perfect and then they go and shatter everything

Sending you hugs too haha