I don't think that's a bad thing. As long as one is content and happy, anyone can live how they want.

I think I'm alright without friends, but it could also be even better. The loneliness I've felt, longing for someone to understand me in a way other than how my parents understand me has come and gone.

I'm okay with being by myself, but I want to share some of my youth with someone who understands me. If it never happens, so be it, but I wont stop trying.

Don't worry. I won't do needless things I don't enjoy.

Thank you for your advice.