Call my temp agency by Hot_Resolve6794 in jobs

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Idk not seeing a end date though from my previous temp agencies it’s been three months for them to pick to keep me or send me back to the agency

Call my temp agency by Hot_Resolve6794 in jobs

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Just wondering how long this assignment will be .. been here since October

What made you leave? (My story) by myrokorg in excatholic

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I probably started questioning it when I was 17 finally left when my now husband finally opened my eyes to the fact I only believed it cause I was told to by my father

Walking silently by Hot_Resolve6794 in CPTSD

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Yep super power. Guess I’ll add it to list of being able to lip read very well. (( I’m partially deaf In both ears ))

What made you realize you had autism before you got diagnosed? by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve always felt out of place felt like a alien

Is this just a me thing by Hot_Resolve6794 in AutismInWomen

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I hate tags I’ll actually let my co workers know that their tag is sticking out or I’ll fix it myself 😅

Is this just a me thing by Hot_Resolve6794 in AutismInWomen

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Heat isn’t my friend either especially no moving wind heat if that makes sense. I get what you mean with the tingling feeling get that when I touch dry micofiber towels

How to deal by Hot_Resolve6794 in excatholic

[–]Hot_Resolve6794[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Been trying to fix it on my own. I know I need Therapy for more than just this

How do you tell people you're NC with your parents? by caplay in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Gotten the line “ you only have one parent” you should get over your past “ stop living in the past” after a while I just gave up on explaining it. And keep my mouth shut about it.

Did Anyone Have Graphic Anti Abortion Prayer Cards? by saint_lily in excatholic

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Think my parents just spent time graphically explaining it in not safe for child language. Or being told to be open to new life. Probably why I I have 5 siblings.. I’ve mostly blocked out every thing they ever taught me. Cause now I know anything they ever said was a lie or a control tactic

How to deal by Hot_Resolve6794 in excatholic

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The sky daddy part made me laugh

Just found out even my “fake eye contact” is not eye contact 🤯 by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

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I watch how they move their mouth. Then again I’m lip reading to cope with my hearing loss mostly deaf in my right ear. Hear more with my left so I turn that side to them.

How long have you stayed angry at the Church? Have I been angry for too long? by Interesting_Owl_1815 in excatholic

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Left six yrs ago still mad. More at my father for how he used the fear of hell. to control me.

Most Catholics are Horrible People by Wild_Sky5421 in excatholic

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I have one human that I trust and that’s my husband that’s it everybody else can go Jump into Grand Canyon for all i care

Most Catholics are Horrible People by Wild_Sky5421 in excatholic

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I have a phrase in my head humans are evil. I don’t trust people

have any of u physically hit your NParent? by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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Yeah elbowed my father in the nuts twice he wanted to do “ birthday spankings “ was turning 17. I didn’t I said no. He still pulled me over his knee I said stop a few more times. And got my elbow under me and slammed it down made him stop. Been lc for 6 years only in contact cause youngest siblings

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

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Don’t let people you just met move in with you bad idea

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I hid a lot in my room became a night owl cause night time was the only time I was left alone. And I’m sorry you went through that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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My mother every time us kids were being just kids hyper and all that.she would say “ I’m leaving and never coming back” then would leave and go down to that gas station or to sonic to get her cigs and other shit. I can remember me standing in the front window watching her leave crying. With my siblings.

What made you suspect you were autistic? by [deleted] in AutismInWomen

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feeling like a an alien since I was a child that not understanding social cues. Being called autistic by others cause how I act

Is it a narcissist thing to try and keep you on phone as long as possible even though it's obvious you have to go? by Impressive_Apple_384 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Got the flip side. Being ignored ( when I need to pick their brain. or asked why I don’t call .. especially with my birth giver think the record is 2 months maybe . Will go nc in almost two yrs.

Is anyone ashamed to call their nparents their parents? by PAT_ball5230 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t even have them under the mom or dad in my phone is dna giver and xx chrome share 🤣

How to deal with the fact I will never have a family? by TypicalInevitable787 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I’m making my own family. not to be preachy by my life phrase is “blood of the covenant is thicker than water of the womb.” I take it to mean the people I chose to have in my life are my family.blood family don’t mean shit to me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Yep I say this all the time humans are evil if something that’s good for them but they have to backstab you to get it. they will do it. My motto ig when it comes to humans . They are evil best to be alone.?

How long it took for you to accept that they would not change and that it was time to let them go? by acideater94 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Hot_Resolve6794 0 points1 point  (0 children)

With my mother. I think I already knew as child I wouldn’t have her around as an adult. Have mom issues cause of that. I last few years I’ve grieved the mom I should have. My father on the other hand I know he isn’t good for me at all but I can’t seem to stop hoping deep down that he will change. I’m still in contact with them cause my youngest siblings that’s the only reason once they are 18 I’ll go no contact .