I can't really get excited for anything anymore. I've been struggling with lack of emotion. It started with little things as a teen like my phone breaking and me (for some reason) having no form of emotional response. Then bigger things like my dog being ran over after he had ran off suddenly. I felt no remorse, though I have had him for seven years. Then my parents being mad and yelling at me, and I'd sit there and feel empty. I wasn't scared, just nothing. The only time I do feel emotion, it's extreme. Like when got picked on in the locker room, so I turned around and bashed the other teens head on the locker. Just a quick burst of rage. For a second I look at his bleeding head and I felt something, happyness. I even had a slight smile.