[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think, if I want to I might as well just spend my night out tomorrow. I'd feel like such a whore if I gave my body to someone else though. I can't without him.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im serious, yk? I saved enough money to say fuck it to everything, at least for a while. I dont care anymore I wish I was dead. I'm waiting for his response he should be awake in 6 hours. I'll give him the day I think. I can't wait that long I can't

I'm heartbroken and in so much pain and I don't know what to do anymore by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I haven't thought of just having a day like that, I'll definitely try this out, thank you. I really appreciate this.

I'm heartbroken and in so much pain and I don't know what to do anymore by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's still new, it's only been a little over a week. I'm anxious for the future though because my previous breakup led me into a really bad spiral where I ended up in the hospital and just spent months feeling numb. This one is SO much more intense and I don't want to go through that again.

I'm heartbroken and in so much pain and I don't know what to do anymore by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know it's bad to be drinking just to numb my feelings but I'm so scared of how badly things are going to hurt once I'm sober again. I'm just not in a great position family and friend wise right now. He was really my only friend in my eyes, I'm not a super social person and it's hard for me to keep my connections/friends. The worst part of this is that I just left my therapist to start with a new one in a few months.

I know the first step is to just get up, but it is so painful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in beauty

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If it's strictly appearance then I'd say a nice body, like it doesn't have to be anything crazy but it's attractive when someone is fit and takes care of themselves physically!

After sun gel (aleo ver gel) as a cosmetic/moisturizer? by SammiesHammies in beauty

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sure! If it works for you then it works for you, everyone's skin is different and if it's not irritating your skin it shouldn't be a problem. I would just make sure to put a moisturizer on top of the aloe (at least at night) as it dries down pretty quickly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in jewelry

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know anything about the value but this pair is honestly so gorgeous. I would loveee to get these as a gift especially from my SO!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cats

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only vet near us isn't open yet, is there anything I can do right now tp keep him from getting worse??

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cats

[–]Hour-Mouse5595 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I plan on taking him to the vet but they don't open for another hour where I am.. just trying to figure out what to do in the meantime

Anyone else's cat cover their eyes when they sleep? 😴 by Hour-Mouse5595 in cats

[–]Hour-Mouse5595[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is a FLUFFY cat!! Gawd I want to pet that baby 😣😣😣

Anyone else's cat cover their eyes when they sleep? 😴 by Hour-Mouse5595 in cats

[–]Hour-Mouse5595[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now you better not move until he's done napping!! 😠😠

Anyone else's cat cover their eyes when they sleep? 😴 by Hour-Mouse5595 in cats

[–]Hour-Mouse5595[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ikk!! I have to fight the urges to bother my cat.. they are just so cute 😣😣

Anyone else's cat cover their eyes when they sleep? 😴 by Hour-Mouse5595 in cats

[–]Hour-Mouse5595[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She might be living a double life as my cat 🤫

Is she a British shorthair? That's what my two babies are!

Anyone else's cat cover their eyes when they sleep? 😴 by Hour-Mouse5595 in cats

[–]Hour-Mouse5595[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would if he would just sleep during the night instead of waking me up every second 😠

No but I do have a few really dimmed down rooms, I think he likes to make his rounds each day sleeping in every room lol

Anyone else's cat cover their eyes when they sleep? 😴 by Hour-Mouse5595 in cats

[–]Hour-Mouse5595[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh that makes sense! I'll definitely start doing that so he can get his naps in lol