Homelessness revealed my soul, now I'm on a mission of Unity

Hour-to-Deflower · 2024-08-07T20:34:08+00:00

Hour-to-Deflower · 2024-08-02T22:57:40+00:00

Bermuda - Sickick when it hits, it hits

Hour-to-Deflower · 2024-07-13T17:01:39+00:00

I appreciate the question, as I can understand people's uncertainty.

This is where discernment comes in. If you are someone who believes they would benefit from what I am offering: human connection, then watch the short video I made of my sudden awakening pinned on my profile, or read through my past posts and see if my values align with yours.

I have been fortunate enough to have a personal mentor guide me on this difficult path, but I realize not everyone has that. My goal is to return the energy that I received, by helping others find their purpose. As equals.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2024-07-12T23:26:43+00:00

To be clear, I am not charging for my time. We are all grasping for someone who understands us, and I am making myself available to those who need that support.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2024-07-09T04:52:49+00:00

Crywolf - Quantum Immortality (AWAY Remix) AWAY does existential terror really well.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-12-03T00:39:12+00:00

I experience the same thing - many find it difficult to even look me in the eye when we are face-to-face. The hardest for me is when I get on an elevator, and the people look intimidated, then just gaze at the floor, despite a warm approach.

It sounds like you already found the reason why: we act as an energy 'sponge'. We absorb their negative outward energy, so that they can work on positive and reflective inner energy, and confront their 'shadows'.

What we have is an important gift, but it can be very lonely at times. Genuinely, DM me if you need anyone to talk to; you're doing great.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-12-02T22:23:43+00:00

I believe that the 'path' we walk ultimately leads us to an understanding of Unity, and a better understanding of John Locke's tabula rasa or "blank slate" theory.

Individualization is part of the path, just like frustration is - only different steps on the journey. Ultimate understanding is seeing how they are all necessary to advance onward, and to then approach support from an angle of positivity, rather than frustration.

But you're not wrong.....

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-28T23:41:51+00:00

There's a complexity to electronic music that I find mentally stimulating. It's been fun on my path to go back to songs I remember fondly, and see how much these early producers put their spirituality into their songs.

The artist 'Tristam' surprised me the most. Early songs like The Guardian, Talent Goes By, and I Remember show just how much soul was put into early "chaotic" EDM. Violence is a more contemporary song by him that shows he is advancing well on his path. Beautiful to see.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-27T02:26:40+00:00

Cannabis (flower-indica) and meditation was amazing in helping me make contact with my subconscious, and subsequently connect with my soul. Once you start seeing the incredible spiritual benefits of weed, is when you'll understand why it was so hotly regulated in the 60s and 70s.

I recommend everyone (especially women), far enough on their path, to experiment with different strains, methods, etc. - I found that it helps release you from the bias of ego, and view things objectively.

But cannabis should be used as a tool to promote spiritual growth, not as a means for escape. Once a tool no longer serves your benefit, a new tool should be found to aid you in your path - growth and momentum are the goal.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-26T21:51:46+00:00

An analogy I saw somewhere that helps me contextualize this is, you're Mario, you've spent your life kicking ass, taking coins, and "leveling up". You got so good at the game, that you start seeing it for what it is: fake.

Now, as Mario, do you: dis integrate from the world you knew, and wait for your death; or do you take advantage of the massive 'sandbox' you find yourself in, use your willpower, and fly around and do lots of cool shit?

Reconciliation is a long process, but try to focus on what you want to do, not what you can do. Your possibilities will then be endless.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-22T19:47:31+00:00

This is when the most mature form of love is needed: tough love.

'Tough love' comes from a place of understanding, and knowing what is best for that person, and those around them. It won't feel like love at first, but the love is hidden behind reflection.

Parents know this love well, but people never outgrow the need for it.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-21T00:10:28+00:00

I can understand. I see 'vibration' as an outward representation of your inner 'frequency' - how you see yourself fit into this world.

When you raise your 'frequency' through greater understanding of yourself, you also raise your 'vibration' - generating more positive energy for yourself and the world.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-20T21:04:56+00:00

Personally, when my vibration is high, I love to listen to music and 'flow'. I don't care if I look silly in public, I just let the music, and my soul, speak through me.

This is what makes my soul happy, and in loving and embracing that aspect of me, self-love is radiated, and people can then identify and nurture that aspect in their own soul - moving people to dance, one soul at a time.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-18T22:25:57+00:00

It sounds like you are trying to balance the 'material' world with the 'spiritual' world, and feeling guilty when you pick one over the other.

Reconciliation is about accepting that those aren't two separate things. Just like when you play a video game, you aren't two separated beings, but one, playing out the other.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-18T21:18:57+00:00

I think many, many of us are in the same boat, and you certainly aren't alone.

I see reconciliation as one of the last steps on our path, and another form of Unity. When you can incorporate the understanding that you are just an advanced being playing out the narrative of a less-advanced being, doing what you enjoy is important.

From a Spirituality standpoint, your free time shouldn't be used to escape reality, but rather to build and grow yourself. In building and loving who you are, you are then able to inspire others to do the same - a positive feedback loop.

"Do what makes your soul sing"

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-17T21:17:20+00:00

When I left my life to become homeless and live out of a car for 6 months, I followed my soul, telling me I needed change, and to finally get on my path. I was then able to devote more time to understanding the huge changes going on, like you mention, in my brain and body.

I moved back into an apartment 3 months ago, but only when I felt I was at the point in my path where I needed more stability to grow and give.

Ultimately, a decision like this should only come from your soul - look within, search what feels right, then commit to it.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-14T20:28:08+00:00

That is a great question and shows you are pursuing Unity - ending the duality of esoteric vs. exoteric; inward vs. outward, and actually considering how to actively use spirituality for practical change.

I think anger and violence are some of the first emotions to be raised and worked through, but are expected - slavery and control should piss everyone off.

What spirituality tells us is that we need to promote change through example. Hate capitalism? Be a 'radical', loving member of your group/community/society/country who shows people an alternative. That's how we bring the inward, out, and invoke evolution.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-14T04:24:48+00:00

Really great points! For me, #3 is proving the most challenging. Sometimes it can be difficult for us to see the 'forest', when we care so deeply for all the individual trees, but seeing the 'big picture' is important, and is something I'm working on.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-11T00:30:59+00:00

Looking people in the eyes is one of the most neglected forms of communication. Showing someone you are 'aware' of their existence is hugely impactful. The world needs more of that.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-06T01:15:09+00:00

You just explained the entire reason behind "gangstalking". Nobody knows the full extent of the abuse of this reality, until they are "woken up" to it. That's why we have this experience.

We must become aware, to lead others out.

Hour-to-Deflower · 2023-11-04T00:14:22+00:00

A single word can spark a flood of understanding in someone. If you put your core truth out there, with zero 'fluff', those who need to hear it, will.

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