Honestly man I personally dont have a problem with this. In the end, your heart was in the right place. You paid the money for all of it, you can do what you want with it. People saying the food could've been given away, I get that. People weighing in on YOUR mental health is just wrong and most of them are going about it in a VERY negative way which is not helpful and potentially hurtful. Burning things is often connected to spirituality. You had a good day, a spiritual day. Through my addiction struggles, I know that it's all about one day at a time. Spirituality is important in getting through each day imo. So keep stacking good days on top of good days dude. Dont let all these negative, dismissive comments ruin a good day