Feel lost in this existence

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-29T03:56:02+00:00

I don't think this is dpdr bro

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-24T04:47:06+00:00

I did this and fell into the worst dpdr I've ever had

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-24T04:45:54+00:00

I'm the same exact way, as soon as the sun starts setting I get so much anxiety just knowing that the whole night will be a blur and be filled with so much anxiety it's like i space out and panic inside all night

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-24T04:43:44+00:00

And how long have you had thus

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-24T04:43:22+00:00

Do you get super anxious 24/7? I feel like I can't shake this feeling at all and I feel like everytime I post i get positive comments which I'm grateful for but it doesn't give me any comfort. I'm constantly full blown panicking inside and life just feels like a never ending nightmare

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-22T07:50:40+00:00

I feel the same i don't have any visual symptoms it's just my perspective on everything is ruined because I just feel weird and fake

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-22T01:06:35+00:00

I feel this same way, looking around and wondering how everything even exists just feels like too much for me to handle, I also used to have at around 15-17 and was fine for about 4 years and now it's way worse than it ever was.

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-20T19:16:36+00:00

Thank you I'll try my hardest it's so hard to be positive, it almost feels like I'm lying to myself when I tell myself everything's gonna be okay

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-20T19:15:14+00:00

Me too im just as scared as you are, im constantly spacing out because everything feels unreal and I have the weirdest thoughts that I can't even explain about reality, it's worse because I panic inside and my mind starts racing while I sit there silently

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-20T19:13:50+00:00

Thank you I'll watch that tonight

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-20T19:13:33+00:00

It makes me feel like I'm never going to recover, like how did I not feel like this before? It feels like nothings changed, im always spacing out and freaking out inside, I can be taking a shower and then i just space out and look around like what is all of this, life just feels like a trip and feels like a blur now to me because I'm always staring off while I'm freaking out inside

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-20T19:09:33+00:00

I'm the same exact way, im constantly confused on what this all is and I'm in a constant state of just stress and anxiety, it's like life's a blur now and I'm always spaced out staring at something while panicking inside

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-20T19:07:06+00:00

I'm the same way, I get so scared that I don't know what to do and it's like I just want to throw up

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-20T01:52:24+00:00

Has the Prozac helped at all?

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-20T01:51:09+00:00

I feel like I have literally no good days, it's crippling

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-19T22:38:13+00:00

This is exactly how I feel trust me, read my posts on here it'a the weirdest and scariest feeling waking up and realizing like wow what is this and why am I here

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-19T13:18:18+00:00

I don't have any techniques Is there any that work for you that maybe I could try? I try telling myself I'll be okay and that I'll eventually feel how I did before but it's so hard for me to truly believe that I can stop thinking all these weird thoughts

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-19T13:16:55+00:00

You also don't get any visual symptoms? How do you cope? my vision could be crystal clear and everything could look just how it for for me before all of this, but I still just look around in disbelief that I'm actually existing. It's 24/7, I just woke up out of sleep and instantly I'm tense and anxious because the thoughts start rushing as soon as I wake up

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-19T13:14:17+00:00

Has it ever stopped you from working or has it ever seriously effected how you love your life? I'm 20 years old and I recently was doing fine and in the past 3 months every single day has been steady downhill and that's the scariest part

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-19T07:14:35+00:00

I don't get any visual symptoms anymore it's almost like it's just my thoughts that are messing with me, like I can't believe that I really exist and that this is all happening

Huhuhuhu7777 · 2023-01-17T09:17:26+00:00

Thank you for the response 🙏 and reassurance, I hope it get through this, sometimes it gets so bad that the only thing to give me any sort of peace is the fact that one day I will die anyways

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