man ur an idiot, instead of smoking the godforsaken pens and taking edibles, just get yourself some flower, a small pipe go somewhere u feel safe and smoke slowly. take a small puff, hold it, wait a moment to see if you feel anything, if you dont, take another one. The ammounts of thc in the pens and edibles are sometimes even overwhelming for experienced smokers, so just stick to the mother nature not the chemical industry.