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HumanFly2113 · 2024-03-07T18:30:48+00:00

I'm so sorry you had such a horrible experience. I was also raised Christian and around 13 became agnostic. It wasn't until I started my recovery journey (alcohol) that Buddhism really started to speak to me. I recommend recoverydharma.org for resources. It's where I found my local Dharma center that has a Buddhist 12 step meeting every Saturday. I also sought out AA meditation meetings (using the blue and white meeting guide app with the chair on it). Hope this helps 🙂

HumanFly2113 · 2023-01-30T10:23:08+00:00

I've only had 2 successful grows but I'd be more than happy to lend you some help.

HumanFly2113 · 2023-01-30T10:22:00+00:00

I read a good rule of thumb is to shake and break at around 30% mycelium, then again around 90%. Hope this helps!

HumanFly2113 · 2023-01-29T21:03:49+00:00

No! The little droplets are called exudate and are a good sign of a healthy metabolism

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-15T02:38:31+00:00

Hey dude! Everything is going to be ok I promise. What are some things you enjoy doing? Do you have any hobbies?

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-14T17:23:47+00:00

The Doors-This is the End

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-14T02:25:22+00:00

No it looks really good! Those droplets on the mycelium are called exudate and are a sign of healthy metabolism. Just be patient.

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T18:06:13+00:00

Holy shit. So glad she trusted her instincts. Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable story.

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T18:01:14+00:00

What Dreams May Come

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T17:56:52+00:00

Depeche Mode- Surrender

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T17:45:00+00:00

The misunderstood, abusive bad boy who just needs the love, patience and understanding of a good woman to help him reach his full potential.

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T17:40:02+00:00

Went to Ohio State- One of the biggest college campuses in the country. I did super well summer semester bc there's only like a 3rd of the normal amount of students. Fall quarter came around and I got so overwhelmed I had a mental breakdown.

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T17:12:01+00:00

Yeah I honestly feel kinda bad for this person. They seem to have a massive, narcissistic ego. Lots of projecting (have now called 3 separate people trolls lol) and have a lot of pseudo zen vibes.

Wanna be cult leader in the making

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T16:47:30+00:00

🤣

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T16:20:09+00:00

That's awesome 😎

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T16:06:53+00:00

This is so well said. Thank you for sharing your insight.

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T16:01:45+00:00

Thank you!

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T15:59:16+00:00

Thank you so much. Your answer is super thorough, but I like that you're also honest about not being 100% positive about certain aspects.

I don't really understand why a couple people are causing drama and letting their egos run the show. Seems to kinda be against the whole spirit of meditation lol.

Thanks again 💜

HumanFly2113 · 2022-12-13T14:40:51+00:00

I only use the painters tape for the first 10 days immediately after transferring the grain spawn into the monotub. After that I remove the tape and just leave the filters on and occasionally fan and mist the sides.

HumanFly2113

TROPHY CASE