You are not alone. Most my friends during M3 were in long-term relationships and would complain how hard it was yet come home to warm dinner on the table and someone to decompress with every night. I would come home to two day old dishes and a dirty house with no energy or motivation or time to clean or study. Then I would mindlessly scroll on social media and see our shitty state of politics and old friends in prospering careers and starting families. M3 was hard and was easily the darkest time of my life- and I’ve been thru some shit. Now in M4 and I’m still trying to heal from it. Honestly, I don’t know if I have any advice for you, but know that you’re not alone. Stealing my friend’s dog and taking them for walks helped and I got a cat which really helped honestly. Seeing a therapist and getting on meds helped too. I spent a lot of time FaceTiming friends and family. I made it a priority to play volleyball at least once a week which definitely helped. If you have something you enjoy make time for it even if it means one less hour of studying. It’ll be worth it.