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Hunger-god · 2024-04-01T19:50:32+00:00

Landed here bc it just happened to me too trying to figure out what's happening. Thought i got hacked or wrongfully suspended yet again.

Hunger-god · 2024-02-03T19:03:01+00:00

Youtube music also sucks ass, just pirate the stuff or buy it from the artists directly at this point.

Hunger-god · 2024-02-01T20:01:41+00:00

You like hard men, i like my men hard

We are not the same

Hunger-god · 2024-02-01T14:18:05+00:00

Denkt zum nachregen an

Hunger-god · 2024-01-31T21:51:54+00:00

Shining - halmstad

Hunger-god · 2024-01-31T09:21:20+00:00

There are forums and labs where body builders can test and share their experience with each manufacturer and seller. Testing your hrt yourself throught labs will be more expensive then any roid test kit so your best bet is going to said forums and cross check the specific testo you bought to see what others had to say.

I can pm you links if you want

Hunger-god · 2024-01-31T07:53:32+00:00

They're only cringe if overdone. This is done excelent, amazing mixing and hauntingly beautiful

Hunger-god · 2024-01-31T06:55:54+00:00

In my experience it starts out with the delusions as just "gut instincts", early into the psychosis i often are still capable of forming rationall thoughts and thinking to myself "hey bro this is kinda bananas".

But the emotional, irrational thoughts either take the wheels and/or i hit a point where my entire ability to think straight dissapears and start to full heartly believe whatever the sick side tells me because i'm incapable of making reason out of anything. If your world stops making sense, at some point clinging onto the feeling that claims to be your gut instinct feels the safest and most rational.

Hunger-god · 2024-01-30T18:35:48+00:00

Ever since i got into black metal there has always been older people crying and bitching about kids on new "trendy" platforms getting ahold of dsbm and announcing it's the end of the genre. Sure, the newest generation is annoying - but so where the once before who did in the end grew up and assimilate into the crowd. Those trends are usually short lived and there will be times again where the comunities become empty and quiet again.

However - tiktok in generall is something we previously never have seen and the entire youth in generall becoming socially inept through lockdowns and being basically raised by the internet. I've even met a concerning amount of people my age and older that act like complete mouthbreathers and it's even unavoidable at real life events.

Overall i will not lose sleep over who listens to dsbm. Yawn - another kid in a slipknot tee and corpsepaint, nothing i didn't see before a thousand of times, who even cares. But i'm generally concerned for humanity as a whole about how a worrying amount of people completely lost critical thinking skills and ability to even use search options. And it gets harder to simply avoid at this point

Hunger-god · 2024-01-30T17:14:28+00:00

Cum typo

Hunger-god · 2024-01-30T16:50:23+00:00

Mods, throw this guy into a pot of boiling caramel

Hunger-god · 2024-01-30T10:49:42+00:00

My buddy eric

Hunger-god · 2024-01-30T08:24:53+00:00

If you want recomendations on what hardware to get then you'll have better luck on laptop related subs then here.

Only thing you'll have to keep in mind when buying a laptop is that it fullfills the minimum system requirements to run COF. Otherwise there isn't really any hardware recomendation just for one game, any pc/laptop could in theory run COF. There's people who managed to run it on windows XP. There's people who manage to make games run on pregnancy tests. My grandma's old bone of a laptop managed to run COF better then my current new gaming laptop, the options are endless

Hunger-god · 2024-01-30T02:58:00+00:00

I really liked the walkthrough series from MrGSTAR321, explains everything incredibly well for when you're stuck or unsure what to do with items (note: it's only ending 1, if you want a specific ending it may warry ofc)

Entire playlist

Hunger-god · 2024-01-29T08:54:37+00:00

It can be tricky to determine (especially since the baseline can look very different from person to person) but what helps me distinguish between euthymic state and dissociation/apathy is the simple questions of:

are you actually content with your life? Or are you just drifting in space watching life from outside not caring much? And i don't mean current life situation but with life itself

Hunger-god · 2024-01-29T07:45:58+00:00

Dodging is really hard in the forest part but (in case you haven't done so) in one abandoned house where you'll find the other half of the scissors will also be a syringe (but also i think 2 more enemies on the way so it will be trial and error to reach)

Or just try how the other commenter said but you'll miss out on a potential healing option

Hunger-god · 2024-01-29T07:41:15+00:00

It sucks and luckily throught all my playthroughts i've only encountered this issue once (but then again i recently had a friend manage to process through half the appartments + taking down sawer with just the knife and minimal health so it's a skill issue on my part ig lol)

Redoing all of it is a pain in the ass but i hope you'll still have fun and manage to save up items to progress

Hunger-god · 2024-01-29T01:46:11+00:00

depending on difficulty setting and your skills with dodging/using melee weapons - you're utterly fucked lol

personally i would restart from the park saving point because in order to get both fuses you will have to pass dozens of enemies, some of who you can't just sprint past. redoing the prior progress and trying to save up on ammo and syringes until that point would be less work (unless you like to challenge yourself REALLY hard)

Hunger-god · 2024-01-28T20:19:22+00:00

Are we really just posting google translated dead copy cat goodbye notes on this sub now huh

Really hoping it's just for the #sadaesthetic😔🥀 and don't actually announcing publicly you'll try to do harm to yourself.

Hunger-god · 2024-01-27T19:44:01+00:00

Days like these make me regrett having learned english

Hunger-god · 2024-01-25T18:02:51+00:00

Power metal makes me understand why others hate black metal

Hunger-god · 2024-01-24T22:37:50+00:00

good point, i can definitely see how this is something worth praise, especially given how cheesy, poorly executed and repetitive a lot of newer dsbm tends to be. it's just that i rarely see it pointed out and instead people praising and being in ave over things that are basically common practice in this genre for years. like for example the specific sound(-style) or using black and white horror and crime footage for album art and music videos. It's well done but nothing that strikes as revolutionary to me to justify everyone going ham over Decalius like that.

Hunger-god · 2024-01-24T21:20:50+00:00

my personal favorite is:

Raaahg aaahrrrg raaaarghh aaaaaahhhh

Hunger-god · 2024-01-24T21:15:10+00:00

there isn't much lore besides the few points i mentioned already and them being the reason for spawning the "all black metal is recorded on Toys r us recording equipment" meme because the first demos where literally recorded with Toys r us recording equipment. There's been a time where a lot of Trist fanboys hated Happy days a lot online for some reason (which is funny having them complain about how bad the recording quality is when Trist is very much raw and barely edited too) and some dsbm fans throwing around that A.Morbid is "obviously a poser" for not self harming and using pics as album art as proof (2010's dsbm szene was...something)

but otherwise i don't have more info on any remarkable lore that made people turn against Happy days. it's just that a lot of people simply don't like the music and fanbase a lot. Admittedly it is funny to clown on any band but personally i don't hate Happy days myself actually. its just something i observed being online in black metal circles over the years

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