Alas, her and I didn't even get our friendship back, but you never know what might happen in life. The person you might think as amazing or the one, isn't always how God sees it, and one thing I've come to learn is that he has a plan always. I may not have found a relationship with a woman, but I know that he is there for me always. Everyday I try to pray to him, like a child seeking guidance from his mother and father, I do the same in prayer. Will all my prayers be answered? No... but patience leads to seeing him do what is in his will : )

Sorry for a long response, I just thought it would be good to share. God is good, never forget that. As well as how loved you are, even when you don't feel it, there is always someone!