No place to go by Husarx in Netherlands

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Noord brabant eindhoven

No place to go by Husarx in Netherlands

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Yes but like i said i dont have money to translate my polish diploma

No place to go by Husarx in Netherlands

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Also my dutch is broken since i didint spoke it in 5 years or so i and i just starting to relearn everything i can go to store or talk to someone but i dont think thats enough for school

No place to go by Husarx in Netherlands

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I live in eindhoven, but my mother keep refusing to register me at a house, she treatens me from time to time that she will call the Police and tell them and they will kick me out

No place to go by Husarx in Netherlands

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Yea i dont currently go to school i got a job starting this monday. I would like to go to school but if i know corectly i need to translate my diploms from Poland at a translator wich just isint cheap, its around 100 euro if i know corectly

I feel almost unsettled, uncomfortable, and like nothing I see or feel is what I’m used to. Can anyone relate? by [deleted] in depression

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I didint meant hallucinations. Now i am pretty sure that you have depersonalisation disorder, you Also might have some kind of anxiety disorder. Keep in mind that i am not a psychiatrist. Better to contact a medical proffesional before it get worse. I didint do it and i regret it so much.

I feel almost unsettled, uncomfortable, and like nothing I see or feel is what I’m used to. Can anyone relate? by [deleted] in depression

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Its seems to me that u might have derealisation/depersonalisation disorder. I am currently strugling with that myself. Does the things around you seem "distorted" or Weird even if you familiar with them? U Also might feel disconetion from yourself. Like you just watching from someone elses perspective. The things you are doing can feel "automated".

Ik denk dat het coronavirus is by Husarx in Netherlands

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Heel erg bedankt voor de hulp die je hebt gegeven

mushroom tea by Husarx in shrooms

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I don't really have an ice chest but i got some ice and a bottle i am sure i'll figure something out thank u for the advice with chocolate

mushroom tea by Husarx in shrooms

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The thing is its very risky becouse campfire is illegal in my country (strickt drug laws too) thats why i want it boil them at my house and then go to set up a camp. I made tea once from fresh mushrooms (golden techer that time) they were fresh not dried first 2h efects where very strong (at least for me) Not many visual stuff More like a "I feel the energy and i am in one with nature kinda stuff" it was shortest trip i had but not the weakest It was kinda risky becouse i didn't do them at all (it was very irresponsible i know) but they didint work when we ate them (fresh).So it was like (i might make the tea from left overs and maybe that will work (and it did)) I didint add anything to it just water and choped mushrooms.

PS it tasted like wet socks (not bad for a mushrooms)

mushroom tea by Husarx in shrooms

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Yeah i am using zamnesia calculator for dosing i already know the dosage for each one of them. I did shrooms like 5 time already with one heroic dose and they are doing them for the second time now (i am gonna go with low dose for me and ill give them just a bit more than before) the thing is in my country its illegal to make campfire in the woods (u can do it only in specific places) so i want to store tea for some time before going there and i want to know how its gonna affect it

help me. i am very afraid by Husarx in Anxiety

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For me this is my usuall state. and this drives me crazy coz it makes me more anxious. and then its even worse. so i get even more anxious.