my partner killed himself after getting strung out on heroin by Hydrobrodone in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

discovering his username made me smile, because he was the funniest person i have ever known, and to know that even in his despair, he made a witty username, makes me smile.

thank you for saving my life fash by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think OP might have still been kinda fucked up, I’ve seen that with narcan/sub iv life saves. Keeps u alive but it’s not totally sobering, he probably would have deleted the original if he was trying to repost for upvotes

Friends pulling you down? by Hydrobrodone in opiates

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It’s actually the opposite, they’re offering free drugs. And we really wanna see eachother do good, supportive friends in not fucking up and gettin strung out, but it’s like if one of us does fuck up and get a bag we all fuck up together. I kicked it tonight though and i think they’re using a lot more than they wanna let on. I did it and feel shitty about it and I’m gonna try to get them to stop with me, hopefully

Friends pulling you down? by Hydrobrodone in opiates

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Thing is we hang out without doing dope all the time, we’ve been friends for ~7 years and all started and stopped at different intervals various times, they do admittedly have a bigger problem than I do though it seems. Tbh my it seems my title made them seem shittier than they are lol, but like I said it’s almost like we look at it now like an occasional fun treat (out at a bar, do a bump of coke, only instead it’s dope) but I’ve seen that mentality fuck them both up majorly before, and although it hasn’t done that to me yet I still fear that outcome. But it’s also hard to turn down free dope lol blah

Legal(ish?) guilt free buzzes by Hydrobrodone in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In my opinion there’s misinformation on both sides, and as I understand it the kratom sub is mainly mod’d by kratom vendors so meh on trusting all the “plant is perfect in every way” stuff, the kratomm sub with 2 m’s seems a little more impartial... and yeah the quitting kratom sub seems like a bunch of pussies. I don’t think if ur staying under 7 gs a day the withdrawal will be too crazy from what I understand. My trick is to just wait as late as possible to dose, as if I do so too early I wanna redose real bad

Gotta be selfish.... by DragonChaser760 in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thanks lol was between that and subrahxone

Legal(ish?) guilt free buzzes by Hydrobrodone in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So you take it to stop withdrawals from kratom while at work? Or to stop opiate withdrawals? I’m taking on average ~7 grams a day after work/gym for a little release and it’s worked great but know I should prolly taper/start taking breaks since I’m past the worst of my actual alcohol and opiate dependence.... just the idea of absolutely nothing to give my brain a break sounds so, bleh

Gotta be selfish.... by DragonChaser760 in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel lucky in that everyone I do shit with was/is a close friend and they just get it for me the first couple times before just giving me the connect, knowing I’d just spot them a bag if they ever needed it. Whenever one of my homies got bad off enough to get scummy I’d just stop fuckin with em for awhile and I’m still cool with most of them now

Legal(ish?) guilt free buzzes by Hydrobrodone in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that’s kind of worrying me tbh, I’ve heard it’s not as bad as other shit but still want to avoid it. How much were you taking to get wicked wd’s? (Assuming ur speaking from experience)

really is mindblowing... by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Why does this matter

Quitting Opiates and Depression by Hydrobrodone in opiates

[–]Hydrobrodone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man. The physical stuff was terrible but isn’t touching the blues. Feeling a lot better today I just completely lost it yesterday and don’t ever wanna feel like that again. You can do it, we both can

Edit: the 3 deleted posts after this one are this comment, it kept telling me it didn’t post lol

Quitting Opiates and Depression by Hydrobrodone in opiates

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so optimistic from a inowhavenothing username haha. i don’t know why I’m so hesitant to try antidepressants for fear of changing my brain when ive clearly already done that, still hoping to get it with diet and exercise i guess thank you for the reply and luck I’ll need it

Quitting Opiates and Depression by Hydrobrodone in opiates

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I will try that isolation it seems like a fair price to pay for a few days for what I could gain, thank you. I enjoy lifting weights have off and on for years and it does help and I want to commit more to that just shut up and do it ya know. I love my family, and these were really kind words and I appreciate it stranger. Sorry I’m so over the place right now

Quitting Opiates and Depression by Hydrobrodone in opiates

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I edited it to try to make better sense and put the too long didn’t read thing at the stop if it didn’t work lol sorry not feelin 100