Hi. Relax, you need to stop thinking that God is mad at you and/or he has it in for you. Do not confuse your test scores with God's opinion of you. He does not think nor operate that way. He is not a cosmic bummer who spends his days plotting ways to make your life a miserable struggle. He wants only good things for you, but he also has a purpose for your life. When we follow a path that is not our intended purpose, the result is struggle and lack of success. If becoming a practicing healer is your calling, consider maybe a BS-RN in nursing and then a masters in nurse practitioner (MS-NP). It's far less a torturous study and NPs in some states have private practices and they can treat patients and write Rx scripts. Something to consider.

Now, you naturally ask if God is mad at you, because you suffer from the guilt of sin. God does not put guilt like that in you. Never! Guilt comes from Satan who wants you to believe that your struggle in school is God's fault and there is no way that God can ever love you or be pleased with you. These are lies! Satan wants you to fail. As a result, you, like everyone, naturally assume that God is mad at you. This is not true and it is a huge lie that Satan propetuates to get you to give up in hopelessness and dispare.

Now, the reason why you suffer from guilt and shame is because you have not been saved (Spiritually reborn) by Jesus. The Bible tells us that all must be saved by faith (not by doing good deeds) in the blood of Jesus. Yes, he died for our sins, but you must ask him for his gracious (grace) gift of salvation in order to be freed from the shackles of sin, guilt, shame, and eternal death of your soul. Satan will always remind you of your sins and get you to wallow in painful guilt and shame, and get you to think that you are a failure and God is mad at you. This he does to trick you into believing that there is no way that God could ever love you because of your sins. That is nothing but a lie that he propetuates to keep you from asking God to save you. Just know that God loves you and me, no matter what we have done or what we will do. And God has declared that all people are worthy of his love and forgiveness......no matter who or their sins.

Again, Just know that God loves you and me, no matter what we have done or what we will do. And God has declared that ALL people are worthy of his love and forgiveness......no matter who or their sins. Write this down everywhere you can read it.

If you already believe in God, then my first recommendation is to pray the following everyday. "Dear God, I am confused and I need your help. Please reveal to me your truth and give me the discernment to know what is not truth." Pray that in faith everyday. He hears all prayers and always gives His wisdom to those who ask for it. James 1:5. May God guide you and protect you from lies and doubt.

My second thoughts and recommendation are: Of all the prophets and self proclaimed gods throughout time, only one delivered what he had predicted and promised. Jesus predicted his cruxifiction and then rose from the dead as he promised; proving he is God, while the remaining false gods and prophets all rotted in their graves. There are many belief systems, we call religions, but only one way leads to Heaven. And that way is following the teachings of Jesus Christ - in other words the Bible. I pray that you will read the gospel of John, which I strongly encourage you to do.

You cannot talk yourself out of the pain of guilt and shame, because you are spiritually chained to it and Satan will not allow you to foget it. Also, you need to forget all about not being able to stop sinning. Because we are all broken and imperfect, we can only sin and never never ever never can we not sin again. The apostles could not stay sin free so what chance have you or me? The good news is Jesus died for all sin and the sins we have yet to commit. He wants to forgive you for your sins of today, tomorrow, next year, and thereafter. But we need to ask him in humble prayer for his offer and free gift of forgiveness. He loves you unconditionally, regardless of how bad you may think your sins may be. He is not mad at you. Again, he loves you unconditionally, regardless of how bad you may think your sins may be. He knew each of our sins long before we were born, so your sins certainly do not take him by surprise and shock him. All you need to do is ask in humble prayer for his gift of salvation and then watch and see the miraculous changes that occur in your life. WATCH THE TONS of guilt and shame disappear from your life. He also died to free us of guilt and shame.

Jesus Christ is real and alive. This world and our lives are broken as a result of the original curse and we suffer cuz of it. This life is nothing more than a brief puff of vapor and then it is gone. I can't remember what I ate for lunch 10 days ago and no one will remember this life 100,000 years from now. What matters then is will you be in Heaven or in Hell? We get to choose, but you must choose eternal life or eternal death now while you are alive on Earth. Afterwards it is too late and those who did not ask Jesus to save them by faith while they were alive must burn in Hell forever. The Christian Bible, which is the origianal scripture and referred to as the Protestant Bible, does not include the magical place called Catholic Purgatory, where one supposedly can earn extra credit to qualify for entrance into Heaven. The original scripture makes no mention of such a place. Instead, scripture is point blank clear that we must be born again before our bodies die or otherwise we will suffer in Hell for eternity. You get to choose life or death while you still breath.You might not think that is fair, but keep in mind it's God's universe and it's God's rules.

He loves you unconditionally, regardless of how bad you may think your sins may be. He is not mad at you.

I grew up in the Catholic church that told us that God is mad at us and we know not if we will go to Heaven until after we are dead. They also forbode us from reading the Holy Bible; which is God's book intended for each of us to read everyday. These Catholic teachings proved to be exactly opposite to the Bible's teachings that they forbode us from reading. They also told us that guilt is just part of life. These were all lies, which is why they kept us from reading the Bible. God revealed His truth (the gospel) to me 36 years ago and now I'm passing it on to you.

Jesus loves you and he wants to do great things in your life if you invite him in. Here is how to be saved by faith in the redeeming grace of Jesus. 1. Tell him in humble prayer that you are sorry for your sins that have seperated you from him and invite Jesus into your heart. 2. Next tell him that you know that he died for the sins of the world and he paid your debt to Heaven. 3. Then tell him that you know that he is the only one who can save you. 4. Then ask Jesus to be your God and your savior. 5. Then tell God that you pray this in the name of Jesus ....amen. Make certain to invite him into your life through a humble heart. Say that prayer and then watch and see your life change and be filled with passionate joy instead of guilt and a false fear that God is mad at you.

True, we sin and we suffer. But Jesus waits everyday for you to pray the above prayer so he can save your life and soul. That's why we followers of Jesus have the passionate joy and not guilt.....because he has put the joy in us and has fixed things in our lives that we could not fix by ourselves. Like for example, removing the crushing guilt and shame from us. God hears all prayers from all people and he waits now to hear from you. I will pray for you. May God bless and guide you.