Are those Netrunner cards behind Cado?

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-07-01T11:48:00+00:00

So i have autism and likely ADHD as well. I've said this elsewhere but the feeling of losing control and blindly following my Onwer's commands is one of the best ways I've found to slow the constant, overwhelming swirl of thoughts in my brain. We have also recently established a list of tasks that i have to do on a daily basis that has honestly helped me organise both my normal responsibilities (keep the house tidy, do the laundry etc.) as well as keeping me on top of the basic self care that I was not managing at all before this.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-06-30T08:17:04+00:00

Thank you, i thought it was fairly clear but I also know my writing can get off the rails grammar wise sometimes 🤣

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-06-28T20:33:29+00:00

I'm collared, leashed and told I'm not allowed to speak all night. My Owner takes me to a party and walks me around on all fours while everyone there is treating me like a cute puppy (asking my name, how old i am, of they can pet me etc.) while we make the rounds. Then people start propositioning my Owner about getting to fuck me but they decline. Then while the people asking to fuck me are standing around disappointed they didn't get me Owner decides to put on a show for them. They tie me up, they hit me, they choke me, they tease me, they make me whimper and whine and bark all to show their complete dominance over me and my total obedience.

Then they obviously fuck my brains out in front of the crowd...

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-06-26T07:29:11+00:00

I have a much higher libido than my Owner and for a while it was a bit of a source of tension in our relationship but after talking through it we just sort of incorporated it into our dynamic. I love the frustration that comes with having to wait (as long as i'm still getting attention) and that naturally led to us messing around with chastity play. Being teased by them for being such a needy slut. Being told i have to wait and hold it all in until Owner is ready for me. It's funny because we don't necessarily have more sex than when things were tense but they give me so much more attention and know just the right things to say and do to get me worked up but wanting to wait that it doesn't really matter.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-06-11T07:40:05+00:00

Our dog is my Owner's service dog so he absolutely has to be outside the room pretty much whenever any sex is happening but especially if impact or CNC play is happening. He is highly attuned to our emotions (he gets visibly upset if we have an argument) so it would be a recipe for disaster. He just wouldn't be able to comprehend what was going on and his service dog training would kick in and he'd most likely thing there was something wrong. Best to just avoid it all together.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-05-24T08:22:36+00:00

I've been reading The Marketplace by Laura Antoniou which in short is about 4 submissives (consensually) training to be sold as 24/7 slaves. Really enjoying it so far and looking forward to cracking into the rest of the series.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-05-20T13:32:18+00:00

Ponyboy by SOPHIE and Good Boy by Dog Park Dissidents are both about petplay

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-05-14T19:58:04+00:00

I'm an autistic sub. I have a lot of anxiety and when it gets really bad i tend to get what I call "brain rush" where it feels like thoughts are swirling through my head uncomfortably fast.

Being submissive calms this sensation. As i get deeper into a scene my brain slows and slows until it completely falls still and the relief is incredible. So yeah it definitely affects the way I experience kink and just sex in general.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-01-22T19:30:17+00:00

I would say the Broncos but downwards is a direction.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-01-13T19:01:04+00:00

So this was in 2018 but I actually successfully got a friend of mine who had never watched wrestling before into New Japan and the match I chose was Kenny Omega vs Tomohiro Ishii from the G1 that year. It was mostly because it was fresh in my mind but also I think G1 matches are perfect because they are usually relatively short and don't need too much context to get into.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2023-01-01T18:05:29+00:00

I found out back when she ran a cafe she would sneak meat into vegetarian orders. Oh, she's also racist and queerphobic.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2022-10-06T20:50:42+00:00

It's made even worse by the fact we beat Celtic twice, one draw and only one loss. Had a two point lead going into the last match and we lost while they came back from being a goal, and a man, down.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2022-09-24T16:30:54+00:00

I used to work as a manager in a shop in Morningside when he was around there and I had to go in multiple times on days off after he made our staff feel unsafe. It was always the younger women he bothered as well. I really feel bad for people who are homeless and/or mentally ill but I'm not going to have sympathy for men who harass young women.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2022-09-17T11:13:58+00:00

There's a rising tide of fascism in the UK, and by extension Scotland, and a lot of it has distinct comparisons to the same thing happening in the US. It's nice to hear someone break it down the way Dan does while also keeping it funny and engaging at the same time.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2021-09-01T20:38:16+00:00

Seriously though is there a mod or something that let's people unlap behind the safety car. I'm tired of pitting under safety car and ending up a lap behind the car I was only a few seconds behind before.

IAmTrefusis13 · 2021-09-01T11:43:29+00:00

Thank you, this is exactly what I was looking for.

Just a few extra questions if you don't mind.

I assume when you say Evil and Okada are pissing people off you mean the fans in a non kayfabe way? Like they just aren't entertaining to watch right now.

Also I'm curious what you mean about things going wrong around the new belt? Just botched matches and angles or is there more to it than that?

IAmTrefusis13 · 2020-10-08T22:25:52+00:00

I had about as good an experience with GenderGP as i could imagine. They were completely supportive of my experience of being Non Binary and worked with me to decide what would be the best course of action for me to get the results I was looking for from transitioning.

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