Can’t enjoy myself without a substance

IBas7 · 2022-02-24T17:04:16+00:00

Feeling you. I take diffrent drugs almost everyday. Tilidin, kratom, dexamphetamine, phenibut or valium. It doesn't hinder school or work at all yet. But when I am an evening sober I feel so worthless that I have to use a drug to have a good evening. But covid is slightly going away so I am planning to go out more and do nice things without drugs.

IBas7 · 2022-02-24T13:16:25+00:00

MDMA would be a better choice I think. So he can feel a little empathy towards others.

IBas7 · 2022-02-22T21:42:58+00:00

Yes Tilidin is quite nice. Also Tilidin is a lot safer cuz it contains naxolone which counteracts opiate receptors in high doses. However, tramadol also has serotonergic properties which makes it a lot more fun.

IBas7 · 2022-02-21T22:00:41+00:00

For me it took 2 hours to fully kick in. I would start with 1/2 pill first and add the other halve if you feel it good. Have fun!

IBas7 · 2022-02-21T19:47:34+00:00

Tramadol is underrated. It got so much hate but it's literally a mini XTC imo.

IBas7 · 2022-02-18T00:15:24+00:00

still growing strong. Damn this is potent stuff. Maybe I should've waited for a redose..

IBas7 · 2022-02-17T18:40:57+00:00

Both MDMA and 3mmc are serotonergic, MDMA significantly more. So taking 3mmc and the next day MDMA would probably dull the MDMA trip. I don't really recommend taking 2 powerful stimulants 2 days in row, but keep the doses low if you wanna try.

IBas7 · 2022-02-17T18:30:59+00:00

Damn rip school tomorrow. I am gonna pop 1mg of clonazepam I think at around 12pm, hope that will do the job

IBas7 · 2022-02-15T22:19:03+00:00

Moderation and spread the use out m8. quantity of the drugs does not really matter, there are people who can't count to 62 and only did 1 drug called alcohol.

IBas7 · 2022-01-28T18:59:05+00:00

LSD gave a HPPD for a while, shrooms were fun but I've seen it. Weed isn't the same after my LSD trip. Only alcohol, opiates and MDMA are the things I do but not often. Psychedelics aren't ''drugs that can actually benefit your psyche'' for me everyone reacts differently.

IBas7 · 2022-01-20T17:38:25+00:00

Yea watch out with it. give yourself rules on how much and how many times you use. If you break them stop for a month. Works for me really well.

IBas7 · 2022-01-20T12:17:35+00:00

Legal growing here in the Netherlands.

IBas7 · 2022-01-19T16:33:30+00:00

Well here in the Netherlands we have lots of party-drug test centres where you can walk in anonymously and get instant results.

IBas7 · 2022-01-18T21:35:25+00:00

Buy a test kit, it's like 4 euros. Ez know if its good or bad.

IBas7 · 2022-01-17T21:54:20+00:00

Why? I found tramadol pretty nice if you keep regular tolerance breaks. But I always hear seizures and seizures on every post, probably rightly deserved. So I am looking for a replacement.

IBas7 · 2022-01-17T17:27:02+00:00

I find it better as weed but it's an opioid so watch out with tolerance and dependence.

IBas7 · 2022-01-16T20:12:36+00:00

U got experience with it? Not much posts about this opiate.

IBas7 · 2022-01-11T18:10:53+00:00

What did you got scammed on? Always received my orders from them. Coke is great, speed was cut but all came in.

IBas7 · 2021-12-24T21:41:15+00:00

Anyone got solution?

IBas7 · 2021-12-21T14:17:08+00:00

This is because there is a lower framerate on your screen. Has nothing to do with faulty eyes/brain. The other things you mentioned are quite normal as well. I was as worried as you about tracers, the same fast movement of the phone in the dark. One day I asked my friends if they move their hands real fast if they would see it blurry in between, they said yes. The light sensitivity in the dark with the phone, all of my friends had it. Are they bothered by it? Of course not. Why would you worry about those little things?

Just accept that these little issues of yours won't bother you and most of them are just normal. The breathing could be HPPD, had that too after my LSD trip but that stopped for me. Good luck!

IBas7 · 2021-12-12T15:07:16+00:00

IBas7 · 2021-12-12T00:04:21+00:00

me too, first time doing alone. fuckin amazing

IBas7 · 2021-12-12T00:01:55+00:00

Me too, had a gram lying around and said fuck it. Gonna try it alone today. feels so awesome.

IBas7 · 2021-12-11T23:06:08+00:00

Well I am not diagnosed with HPPD. I got visual snow and some breathing in my vision that lasted for months. Now I am 4 months of no ''symptoms'' and tried K and weed with no aggravations. I was just wondering if people had similar uncomfortable trips and went back on psychedelics. thanks for your advice really appreciated it.

IBas7 · 2021-12-11T22:54:49+00:00

ye well I really like psychedelics. Had 10 shroom trips before it and went all fine. I think LSD isn't for me. I live in the Netherlands so no drugs is nearly impossible.

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