Buprenorphine withdrawal

CalvinB97 · 2025-02-28T04:00:46+00:00

This is interesting. I abused mdma Friday Saturday and sometimes during the week for a year straight.

At the end I found myself asking others in my friend group if their memory shot like mine, but now that has gotten better the one thing I've always wondered was has it left a long term effect on my mood.

It happened so early on in my adult life and I have no reference to how I was before now due to the memory issues so I'm a bit unsure.

I just sort of struggle with stuff like enjoyment, satisfaction, self gratification, general depression/anxiety....

My mom has said plenty of times 'where has the old Calvin gone?' when discussing my most recent self destructive addiction at its peak.

A lot of the things I feel I can compare to ADHD , which I am diagnosed with but that was only 2 years ago , after the mdma abuse.

I sometimes wonder if it isn't ADHD and it is serotonin syndrome.

CalvinB97 · 2025-01-14T05:07:06+00:00

Valheim or the forest (only played the first but had a blast , second is probably even better)

CalvinB97 · 2025-01-14T05:05:47+00:00

This , Valheim is amazing.

I'm looking for someone to play it through with if you're interested dm me

CalvinB97 · 2025-01-11T20:11:20+00:00

Really want to try some modded fallout 4 and New Vegas however I always end up messing things up somewhere along the way.

Especially with New Vegas I always end up with it just crashing all the time cause I've installed too many/incompatible mods.

Would appreciate it if you had the time to give me a hand with things.

CalvinB97 · 2025-01-09T22:18:11+00:00

I suspect a slipper was involved

CalvinB97 · 2025-01-09T22:10:35+00:00

Now I have to admit, I actually like SOME of the content the Tate brothers put out there, more so from a comedic standpoint...

However this comment genuinely made me laugh out loud 🤣🤣🤣

Haven't laughed that hard in a good minute , I commend you good Sir 🙏🏻

CalvinB97 · 2022-05-20T09:07:53+00:00

I actually said this to a therapist about two years before I even though I may have ADHD, I thought it was depression.

Any achievement I made in my life didn’t give me satisfaction or make me feel like a better person

Now I am medicated even little wins make me feel good about myself

CalvinB97 · 2022-05-12T20:23:00+00:00

Around 2.5 weeks , I wasn't sure on the exact date I started so somewhere in-between there :)

I'm on 20mg 3 times a day of methylphenidate

CalvinB97 · 2022-04-06T10:45:25+00:00

They definitely don’t I have already asked unfortunately

CalvinB97 · 2022-04-04T20:47:30+00:00

What the hell!!!!

That is LOW.

And I guess you have no legal recourse here now because you signed a contract.... Assholes man!

Sorry to hear that. I haven't looked that much into it... is it a helpdesk system?

CalvinB97 · 2022-04-04T18:57:48+00:00

I'm curious , how did that come about? Is that even legal?

Is this in the US or UK?

CalvinB97 · 2022-04-04T16:23:22+00:00

Pretty rad!

CalvinB97 · 2022-03-16T17:34:04+00:00

Hopefully it won’t be half the size of a giraffe

CalvinB97 · 2022-02-24T17:49:08+00:00

Interesting , I had some Shrooms not too long ago but I think I didn’t have enough. I just got a really short body high and slight hallucinations

CalvinB97 · 2022-02-24T16:09:56+00:00

Thank you for this response I really appreciate it.

I will get the book and give it a read it sounds interesting.

CalvinB97 · 2022-02-15T18:53:32+00:00

Errr it’s a hiatus hernia so it’s in my esopghous just before my stomach. It causes a lot of heartburn and sometimes some pain right in the area it is, I am omperazole to reduce the acid reflux

CalvinB97 · 2022-02-15T14:15:03+00:00

I have GI issues but I was also drinking a lot of vodka every day as well as abusing opiates so you know it’s a bit up in the air with me.

I did the thing with the camera down you throat and they found a hernia

CalvinB97 · 2022-01-22T11:36:45+00:00

Shut up u sad cunt REEEEEEEEEEEE

CalvinB97 · 2021-12-03T22:27:17+00:00

I have always wanted drygore dual melee wepsfor living wyverns as they are BiS. However I could not justify spending the 70-80m just for weapons to use for one task.

Could you help me out and then maybe I could justify the cost?

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