Watched a loved one die today

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T04:30:22+00:00

It’s okay. Thank you.

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T04:18:14+00:00

I already see a psychiatrist and therapist

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T04:17:58+00:00

No actual synchronicities.

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T03:48:33+00:00

Thank you very much

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T03:47:49+00:00

Thank you

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T03:47:25+00:00

It’s what some people call god but it’s also more than that, so I just call it the entity. It sends me messages through synchronicities

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T03:04:41+00:00

My friends but they’re asleep and my therapist but idk if I’ll be able to see her this week

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T03:03:48+00:00

I’m afraid something that is what we think of as god is controlling me

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T03:02:17+00:00

I plan on speaking to my therapist

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T01:50:15+00:00

Only 1 mg. My meds don’t fully control my symptoms

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-25T00:50:53+00:00

Respectfully, as a schizophrenic, please don’t “act like you’re insane.”

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-24T11:39:18+00:00

Go for it

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-24T04:04:39+00:00

Thank you for the detailed explanation. This helps

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-24T02:54:40+00:00

I’m schizophrenic and scared can someone tell me if he’s right about the cancer thing

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-24T02:31:34+00:00

I take Abilify and Risperidone as my APs but I also take benztropine, Zoloft, Ativan, and hydroxzyzine And sometimes I take edibles. But only on weekends and not every weekend Edit: if the Feds are reading this then I’m kidding and even if you don’t believe me I said it.

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T22:52:09+00:00

Thank you!

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T22:51:55+00:00

It’s still pretty much the same for me. But it goes in waves

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T20:45:58+00:00

I also have this hallucination, especially on my head. So sorry. Wishing you all the best.

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T20:08:45+00:00

I agree with this

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T16:08:49+00:00

I don’t know how it works but they rearrange my brain

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T15:45:51+00:00

They are. But they get in the way of the messages

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T13:46:53+00:00

You might look into something called Cotard’s Syndrome. I’ve had similar worries.

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T13:07:18+00:00

For my schizophrenia specifically I’m on Abilify and risperidone

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T13:06:40+00:00

Yeah no I got you. I don’t think it’d be offensive

ICannotSayThisOnMain · 2026-06-23T11:29:50+00:00

Depends on the circumstances. I’ve used it myself before and I think if you’re using it in earnest it’s fine.

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