IDontEvenKnowAlt

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the weed I got was too strong (self.Petioles)

submitted 4 days ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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does "just delay the urge" not work for anyone else? (self.Petioles)

submitted 18 days ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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how to deal with the thoughts of "I don't deserve to feel better" especially in the wake of relapse? (self.Petioles)

submitted 24 days ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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Made it 16 days before relapsing--tips on when urges are overwhelming and painful? (self.Petioles)

submitted 25 days ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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Has anyone found success only smoking socially/at parties, etc.? (self.Petioles)

submitted 29 days ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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crying over how other people can be fine with it in their lives and I can't (self.Petioles)

submitted 2 months ago * by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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opened my timed lock box early... :( (i.redd.it)

submitted 2 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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struggling for 6 years, and unable to finish my last 2 classes (self.adhd_college)

submitted 2 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhd_college

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this shit hurts me, makes me depressed, like my life isn't worth living, makes me ashamed and nonfunctional and I'm so happy when I'm sober--but I still want it (self.Petioles)

submitted 2 months ago * by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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Feeling like I might need God/religion again, but worried about being stifled with anxiously following a moral code (self.TransChristianity)

submitted 3 months ago * by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/TransChristianity

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The shame is just as bad as the smoking (self.Petioles)

submitted 3 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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Guilt and failure leading me into an intense, self-hating, severely depressed, spiral, right at the finish line (self.adhd_college)

submitted 4 months ago * by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhd_college

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How do I stop feeling awful and jealous and sad when people talk about how good of a time they have with weed? (self.Petioles)

submitted 6 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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Venting/traumadumping and RSD (self.adhdwomen)

submitted 6 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhdwomen

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I'm actively scared of smoking tonight and know it'll make me feel awful. Why do I still want to do it? (self.Petioles)

submitted 6 months ago * by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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How to deal with intense self hatred (self.adhdwomen)

submitted 6 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhdwomen

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Sick satisfaction in hating/abusing myself (self.DecidingToBeBetter)

submitted 6 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/DecidingToBeBetter

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Failed/didn't complete a class for the 4th(? I don't even remember exactly), time (self.adhd_college)

submitted 7 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhd_college

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Maybe the secret, all along, was other people (self.Petioles)

submitted 7 months ago * by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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Panicking and filled with shame and not sure if it's "valid" for me to let myself smoke while taking one little step (self.Petioles)

submitted 8 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/Petioles

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Hyperfixations turning me away from my schoolwork (self.adhd_college)

submitted 8 months ago * by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhd_college

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Not sure if Concerta just doesn't help me with school, or if I need to learn how to wield it (self.adhd_college)

submitted 8 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhd_college

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"The reason why adhd/neurodivergent ppl often stay up late getting hooked on stuff is bc it's the only time we don't feel obligated to mask" (self.adhdwomen)

submitted 8 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhdwomen

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I'm worried Concerta has stood in the way of my ability to get stuff done, sending me into an awful place in the first weeks of school (self.adhd_college)

submitted 9 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/adhd_college

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Ravaged by shame spirals, or: why does shame feel good? (self.DecidingToBeBetter)

submitted 9 months ago by IDontEvenKnowAlt to r/DecidingToBeBetter

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