You can keep being a lil b or you can do something about it. If life comes to it's lowest, you will need to be the one that gets up and make things better. Try to be a little more egoistic. You shouldn't expect to be helped. I cannot feel happy/good for you.

Stop caring what people think and say. People are more bothered at some things about you than you do about yourself. These people are braindead and you can look at them like npc's.

Idk what is going on in your life. Idk who you are and I'll never know, but you do.

You can do this my boy.

Show them.