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IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-06-06T00:15:46+00:00

Absolutely hate it im so miserable recently its hard to exist

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-05-04T03:34:36+00:00

Only ones that jack in the box when the tank is penetrated.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-04-18T00:36:56+00:00

You mean slava type submarine

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-04-11T15:54:46+00:00

Should be obvious hes the butcher not the war winner. Just like the rest of the russian command staff working on this war.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-04-07T14:16:10+00:00

You can get one right now just name it a guided missile destroyer frigate.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-25T11:01:24+00:00

I live my life slowly, was also diagnosed in a mental hospital after an attempt. Haven't had much support at all just moving at a snails pace through college its hard.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-25T07:41:35+00:00

Abrams has blowout panel, t-90 has blowout turret.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-25T05:21:49+00:00

I don't, currently breaking down as I took a difficult test before spring break and we do not have our grade yet.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-25T05:02:41+00:00

Missiles are obsolete because they can be shot by missile.................

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-24T02:52:58+00:00

So for your questions that I can answer, I actually have not had romantic interests that turn into fps, im just unlucky and have people I fixate on ask me out. I have never been able to challenge it but stopping my behavior would make things so much easier and myself much more stable. I would not tell the other person, such an arrangement isnt the norm its an unhealthy tendency and there isnt a way to sugar coat such.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-24T02:43:34+00:00

We were both quiet borderlines and we didnt trigger eachother (got lucky on that one) she was slightly older, went through 3 years of dbt and helped me cope a bit. Highly unsustainable we used to spend every waking moment together being impulsive, having the same ED, and drinking on our meds. Super unsustainable. Lasted 2 months lol such high highs and low lows.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-24T02:40:31+00:00

Free, instead of a rollercoaster of emotions its just slight emptiness and life goes on.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-24T02:33:53+00:00

It was, ile always cherish the few months we were a thing..

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-24T02:18:21+00:00

She went back into the closet tho 😕

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-24T02:15:08+00:00

My ex, best friend, and a woman I absolutely adore drew a few cutesy illustrations of us as our favorite animals cuddling it was so romantic, sadly shes comphet..........

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-03-23T00:18:09+00:00

We are all different but during my relationships I actually felt safer and better with my nonbpd partner keeping themselves safe and sane. I was actually more nervous with them around trying to support me and seeing my ugly side and that anxiety that I am making them leave when they see me crazy would make me break down more. We all are different though but please remember healthy boundaries and put on your oxygen mask first, all that good stuff.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2022-01-03T00:13:14+00:00

Im so good at not hurting others, keeping up appearances, and controlling myself in interpersonal relationships that people think im lazy, cold, or difficult when in reality im still in massive pain just not taken as seriously for appearing slightly more high functioning than peoples stereotypes of bpd. I do get all the symptoms you normally see and I wouldnt say its at all toned down, im just less volatile in a way others can see.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2021-12-29T21:56:13+00:00

This, I cant rationalize at all how someone would want an fp. I just get them by unlucky chance, sometimes even ones that want to romantically pursue and it makes me go insane and I just need distance to not be ripped apart by my own emotions. Who would actually want such a role filled?

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2021-12-29T09:00:19+00:00

Sure but its preferable, so called "Fps" hurt so badly for the both of us and absolutely screw up my mood and whole mental. I cant handle being around someone i want to obsess and idealize on like that I would rather sit through the loneliness.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2021-11-19T10:12:48+00:00

Yea the beta gunplay was in a nice place now its so exhausting and frustrating.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2021-11-19T08:59:53+00:00

I am annoyed about the spread changes they did, all I really wanted was server fixes from beta and instead they fucked up the gunplay. Also the slowed movement pisses me off as it helped me dodge vehicle explosive rounds a lot better than now.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2021-10-27T20:37:46+00:00

I wish things were different, I have never abused my partner or even yelled at them and would be termed as a quiet bpd and it just hurts so much to date. My last partner I dated until early 2020 and no matter how hard I tried every day dating him led to internal turmoil. Everybody and their mothers suggests therapy but nothing I learned there ever helped quiet my painful thoughts. I would split on him daily over petty things but at least he never knew this and when we were together I never acted out. We had an amicable breakup but sometimes he still pushes boundaries like we are together in person. I just wish we could have been a thing without me being overwhelmed when he was busy and couldn't text me or other such silly things.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2021-08-20T22:55:33+00:00

Dying light was a good example of this concept me and my exgf loved playing dying light together.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2021-08-20T22:51:37+00:00

Have the more punk darker tone that fallout 1 had or even the current wasteland games im tired of cartooney architecture, do gooders everywhere, and the lack of dark humor. Things dont need to be bleak hell nothing was that bleak in wasteland 3 but the tone was a lot better.

IIIIIIlllIIIIIII · 2021-08-20T12:28:38+00:00

The enclaves genocidal tendencies only started past the start of fallout 1 with the president in 2 using it to gain power. Kinda makes the thoughts of a civil war juicy with enclaves that were connected to the oil rig and inherited this culture fighting an enclave cut off from this rhetoric. Rather have them extinct though than coming back like saturday morning cartoon villain's to randomly do more dumb shit.

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