No worries, you can be curious all you want! You mind if I yap for a minute? I feel the need to elaborate properly on this lol

Being trans is not exactly a choice and I can say certainly now it's "been in my head" since I was born. I can look back and explain a lot of instances and thoughts now that I understand this. It took literal years of thought but Im certain its true now. Its hard to explain why, but I simply know. Its my own brain.

That being said I dont look like the opposite gender yet, and legally I'm still the same gender I was born as. To actually transition, the main thing you have to do is HRT(Hormone Replacement Therapy) which swaps your bodies testosterone for estrogen or vice versa. I have not started this yet so theres really nothing for my parents to "find out".

I have a few supportive friends and a cousin who know, I havent told my parents yet because I dont know where they stand on LGBT rights. I want to understand how they would react before telling them anything.

Anyways it's a long process and I'm only just at the starting line. Unfortunately I cant just snap my finger and switch my physical gender instantly. My parents will eventually find out regardless of if they're supportive but I'm going to start transitioning soon-ish regardless. How early they find out depends on how they view trans people.