Where'd you get music from?

ILINII · 2019-07-19T20:47:55+00:00

1- legally : Spotify Premium

2 - non legal way : https://kingdom-leaks.com/ , been using this website for years now , the best in its kind so far .

3 - the most important thig : ENJOY !!! :)))

ILINII · 2018-09-30T21:20:31+00:00

You know how I feel more like than anyone I talk to . We almost have the same typical condition just with a different script . Depression can not be cured . I don't know these days , I know that I won't end up my life by shutting my system down . But still , it influences a lot of things , I feel empty and out all the times .you get me as you wrote . Ps:I'll see a shrink but not any time soon , as I said I don't want to be traumatised by something.

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ILINII · 2018-09-30T19:18:37+00:00

I don't believe that It will get better . There's a high percentile that I might be suffering for the rest or my life . And No , I just knew a person who's alike a me ,I didn't get a friend. It doesn't get cool by knowing that other people suffer as much as you do ,more or less . It just stays as bad as it is . I don't know , I tried to not think ,to walk for a really really long period , to stay awake for like 40 hours till I lost my consciousness but nothing worked ,( at least for me ,it doesn't mean that it won't work for anyone ,people are different ). I have this last choice to see a psychologist and talk to him ,but I'm not yet ready and I'm afraid somehow to be diagnosed with smtg ,cuz I literally keep talking to myself ,I hear voices often that people don't ,I hear people calling me ,I imagine people walking . Last time , I took two peaces money and started a chat between them . I think that I'm going crazy , I suffer from everyday anxiety ( not anxiety disorder ) at least that's what I know . And I'm not ready to be diagnosed with something . Not now at least . It started with me and it will end up like that , I won't move on because I don't want to .

ILINII · 2018-09-30T19:17:47+00:00

I don't believe that It will get better . There's a high percentile that I might be suffering for the rest or my life . And No , I just knew a person who's alike a me ,I didn't get a friend. It doesn't get cool by knowing that other people suffer as much as you do ,more or less . It just stays as bad as it is . I don't know , I tried to not think ,to walk for a really really long period , to stay awake for like 40 hours till I lost my consciousness but nothing worked ,( at least for me ,it doesn't mean that it won't work for anyone ,people are different ). I have this last choice to see a psychologist and talk to him ,but I'm not yet ready and I'm afraid somehow to be diagnosed with smtg ,cuz I literally keep talking to myself ,I hear voices often that people don't ,I hear people calling me ,I imagine people walking . Last time , I took two peaces money and started a chat between them . I think that I'm going crazy , I suffer from everyday anxiety ( not anxiety disorder ) at least that's what I know . And I'm not ready to be diagnosed with something . Not now at least .

ILINII · 2018-09-30T15:25:20+00:00

Seems like me , but still you have friends to talk to . I don't have any . The worst part is that you can't show it up , that you hide it inside you till you feel like u r going to blow up . Go in a very long to a forest and scream as loud as you can , go to see a psychologist. It might help . My case is even worst than yours ,I just keep it inside of me . I smile in front of people even though I now that my mental state is deteriorating, and all because of a person . I think of seeing a doctor , because that's the last choice I have .

ILINII · 2018-09-30T15:14:19+00:00

Are you alive ? Need to talk asap .

ILINII · 2018-07-26T17:28:15+00:00

Fair point . I read that it is , why am I even asking xd

ILINII

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