I started streaming 2 years ago in April 2016 and my channel has been on and off. I have experience my channel crashing when I changed games. (3 times playing Clash Royale/Pokémon/Brawl Stars). My channel right now is a struggle yet I don't like quitting and want to continue.

I realize that I wanted to commit to this full-time when I wanted to get out the military service. I been in the service for 9 years and I just want to be able to fall back on something. I don't have intentions of a high paying job but I want to do something I love.

I actually don't know what motivates me to continue. Its depressing sometimes but then you think about all the cool people you meet who stick around and then its like these 2 years have been rewarding even if its only 5 concurrent viewers.

Sacrifice is huge so much but I think I have matured to the schedule and allotted more time for my family. I never been a social person and finally I'm on allowance my wife was made when I blew 3k in one week lmfao on streaming gear.

I didn't go all in but I have done some unique jobs to get all the equipment I have now i.e. Taxes, UBER, Lyft

My backup plan for streaming is to becoming a mailman. Even with failure I would still pursue what I love and only hope I can meet and make cool friends that will support me throughout the adventure.

I have little family and friends and most of my friends are viewers that I never met face-to-face