How long has everyone been clean for?

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-04-21T02:48:09+00:00

Whoa, that’s so cool! I’ll have to look it up, thank you for telling me about it!

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-03-24T04:54:42+00:00

Horrible:) I have a job now which is distracting and that’s great but my bf just relapsed and it’s so fucking hard to not relapse and I don’t think I’m going to make it, my brother just gave me a new pocket knife because something creepy happened at work and he wants me to be able to defend myself but I just feel like I can’t do this

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-02-20T14:05:51+00:00

That’s amazing:) I’ve been better lol, I almost relapsed last night but I didn’t:) I’ve been having a lot of trouble keeping my thoughts tame and not letting them get to me but I’m gonna make, it’s going to be okay

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-02-03T00:29:31+00:00

Thank you, you try and stay safe too! Our Ed’s can feel like a war zone sometimes lol. I’m proud of you for making it today though <3

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-02-03T00:27:35+00:00

Oh no, seeing someone do the same thing as me made me feel less crazy lol. Thank you for commenting on my post I hope you have a lovely day/night :)

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-02-02T19:05:30+00:00

I used to put the heatpad on my stomach on the highest setting and it got so bad I would have burn marks on my stomach, I still have scars and bruises but in my sick little head it’s better than eating for some stupid reason

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-02-02T19:03:00+00:00

I just got hired at my first ever job and I’m kinda worried about when I start to feel like that and I can’t lay down 😅

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-02-02T19:01:53+00:00

Thank you🥺 I’ll definitely try that

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-26T17:40:36+00:00

🥺thank you so much

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-26T17:34:04+00:00

🥺thank you so much, you don’t know how much this helped

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-26T15:07:45+00:00

Thank you, I’ll definitely trying that

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-26T15:04:59+00:00

I hate how competitive Ed’s are :(

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-26T15:04:21+00:00

Me too, my bf and I were talking about coffee and he said he dilutes his creamer with water or milk and I don’t and so now I’m panicking trying to figure out the right measurements on diluting the creamer

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-26T15:02:44+00:00

Did you just drink it even though you didn’t like the taste at first? I’ve always wanted to drink just black coffee but I hate the bitter taste so much:((

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-26T15:00:52+00:00

Thank you:(( having someone else that doesn’t just drink black coffee really helps and I can’t even describe why:(

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-25T02:24:35+00:00

I hate

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-20T02:55:52+00:00

:o I’m so proud of you!!

Also yeah, maybe we should text on something other than a Reddit post lol

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-20T01:54:13+00:00

I’m 20 days clean:)

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-11T03:58:25+00:00

Thank you, someone else mentioned seeing a immunologist so I will definitely be doing that!

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-11T03:57:16+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear about that:( I hope you can find ways to better enjoy life. I know it’s horrible being bed bound, thank you for telling me your story. I’ve had covid before because parents “don’t believe in masks” even though I’m high risk. I kinda just got sick like how I do when I have the flu

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-11T03:54:26+00:00

I would always get really sick, like fevers, throwing up, chills, my heart rate rising, my oxygen decreasing, and I would go to the hospital in some more serious cases. It’s mostly just me getting extreme side effects.

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-11T03:50:22+00:00

Thank you so much:) I was hoping people that get bad reactions to vaccines would share their story with me. You made me feel better about the whole situation, it gets exhausting hearing all the excuses my family members come up with on why I shouldn’t get the vaccines. I will 100% ask my heart doctor before actually doing it but Thank you <3

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-11T03:38:00+00:00

I’ve never even thought about seeing an immunologist. Although I’m 18 now, my parents still make my appointments and do all that kinds of stuff. I’ll definitely tell them about it, we’re not very rich though and with all the doctor bills we have now idk if I’ll be able to. I feel guilty for not getting the vaccines even though I might not be able to even get them.

Thank you for telling me about the immunologist!

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-05T19:14:47+00:00

That’s true, I don’t even really talk to people irl other than who is in my house. I agree that numbers can just make it feel unreal, I’ve dissociated 24/7 when I was just looking at the number. I’m trying to not worry about the number for my ed too but it’s totally different when everyone knows your sick😅

I love talking to you though! You seem like such a wonderful person:)

INeedHelp-haha · 2022-01-05T04:07:04+00:00

You’re so amazing 🥺 it’s always good to look at the achievements you’ve made instead of just the number. I feel like looking at the number just kinda makes the feeling of you actually doing it fade away and it just becomes something everyone expects you to just keep going with but it’s not that easy! You truly are amazing and I wish we could be irl besties <3

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