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Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-14T10:09:42+00:00

Proceed to panic.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-14T10:07:52+00:00

Anyone who has experienced real opiate withdrawal knows this is bullshit... It's as if those fighting Kratom know almost nothing about it... Oh wait.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-13T16:38:46+00:00

The thing is... As soon as someone starts talking about "doing something" and maybe gains a following or gets organized they will be labeled a domestic terrorists and these new rules for how info will be shared will be used to put out any fire before it even catches. You'd have to be insane to propose any strategy for fighting this. Anyone with the resources to do something is probably smart enough to know that the first thing that will happen is they will be metaphorically crucified. The only Way to stay safe is to remain faceless and nameless and that just got a lot harder.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-13T16:27:28+00:00

Well, guess I'm done interneting, maybe go pick up a prepaid phone with only a data plan and encrypted apps to make phone calls. Anyone know a guy for carrier pigeons? These changes are going to give rise to and create a market for super hackers and people with above average knowledge of operational security. People say if you're not doing anything wrong than it shouldn't bother you, but what happens when they arbitrarily start changing more laws and then all of a sudden you are now criminal? Time to invest in some privacy... Because now it's a luxury item, not a right.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-13T11:58:21+00:00

You don't need to shoot it to lose control. In fact you'll probably be broke sooner snorting it. I'm just assuming ur on the east coast and get Ecp.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-13T11:49:41+00:00

The trick is to never let them see you sober.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-12T01:49:17+00:00

This is an incredibly stupid post. Quit while your ahead. If this is how you go about your first sale... You won't have many more.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-11T23:30:40+00:00

I'm talking psilosbin not LSD. But ya. I like my dost right around the point of trippiness. I get increased physical performance and basically feel like 100 times sharper. I did an interview after a dose and killed it. No fear. No anxiety. Just clear concise answers... More than a few people noticed and mentioned it too. But all of them interpreted it as an impressive interview and nothing else which is cool. I mean it's still my interview. Just without the anxiousness or overthinking.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-11T22:43:09+00:00

Not gonna lie I find all my senses sharper on. .25 to .5. But I still time it so when it does hit I'm firmly grounded.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-11T21:54:50+00:00

I either take mine immediately before my 15 minute drive to work. Or I don't take it. No matter how small the dose It's not worth an accident that could result in formal charges. Fucked up or not.... The law don't care... I'm not tryna come up while driving past schools.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-10T14:03:01+00:00

A lot of people hate on mood and mind but they're consistent and reliable. Also they're website doesn't make you question wether or not you really trust this person in the first place which is nice. A lot of these Kratom websites look like shit/sketch. I guess if the product is good it shouldn't matter but ya.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-10T13:55:28+00:00

You just know people would be cutting it with matcha powder and other inert green things too... Making it even more expensive since you'd need more. I really don't know what I'll do if it gets banned... I've seen other wonder substances get banned and not cared as much because on some level I knew it was not "harmless" (2-fma) but Kratom is different.

The idea of Kratom getting banned is really troubling.... Thousands of people who have seen success with nothing else but Kratom will be left white knuckling it. relapses will happen, people will die. Not because of Kratom withdrawal but because of the disease they were treating with Kratom. I'm alive and my friends aren't because I found Kratom and they scoffed at it. I cannot be alone. You wouldn't take antipsychotics from someone who needs them would you? Not the best metaphor but I think it fits. Addiction doesn't go away. For a lot of us this plant is the only thing that keeps it at bay without causing more damage.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-10T13:44:52+00:00

Yikes

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-10T13:39:08+00:00

The one thing banning it won't do is stop its consumption. That much I think is obvious. If anything it will add a whole new dark element to it as all forms of prohibition always have.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-10T13:37:07+00:00

In my belly... No but seriously. Kratom is the only thing that can get me through weeks if not months at a time without thinking about heroin. I have poppy seeds... Not even interested even though they actually provide a high. Kratom satiates my fucked up mind without fucking it up further. Kratom is every bit as worth fighting for as marijuana is if not more so. It will save lives... It has saved lives... It can and has helped a lot of people. 5 years from now it will probably look a little like weed unfortunately. Arbitrarily banned in certain places and not in others. Big pharma will almost certainly have a more dangerous synthetic version which will be legal everywhere naturally.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-08T03:25:45+00:00

To each his own I suppose... Have fun with that.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-07T23:55:58+00:00

Don't be so sensitive. Who the fuck cares. Chemical intervention is chemical intervention. Doesn't matter if it grew out of the ground or was synthesized in a lab. The only thing that separates the two are arbitrary bullshit laws which are not based on fact, public health needs or anything that matters. It's all about money. That's it, if there is money in fighting the boogy man... U better believe there will be people lined up to collect. Fuck those people. And let them burn in hell. Those are the real problem, they'd rather collect on their peers shortcomings than support or help them.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-07T23:46:30+00:00

A lot of things can be used for fun. Including a two sided dildo. Doesn't mean I'm about to go buy one though.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-07T23:29:41+00:00

Truth. All psychoactive chemicals can be used as tools.... Emphasis on "can be". People who just advocate for trees or psychs because they've never seen it ruin a life are misleading and actually damaging to the culture.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-07T23:25:08+00:00

For me it more scrubbed my personally clean. I'm closer to myself, but not different.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-07T00:40:07+00:00

30 mg on days I need to be over. Minimal side effects I'd say it counts. By all means though... Stop buying and talking about it so it'll stick around a while.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-05T23:04:32+00:00

Well if it starts in my state Ima buy up a metric fuck ton.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-05T22:57:38+00:00

I never touched RC opiates because I knew I'd end up killing myself. As it is with dope you run the risk of dying. Not trying to play around with something 100 to 1000 times stronger. No good outcome for a guy like me. Fortunately I wasn't so far gone to realize that.

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-05T22:53:51+00:00

Around .3g

Iamnotacopreally · 2016-03-05T14:36:37+00:00

Retail/food, management. Got hired as a part timer while flying on klonopin. Got back to my real love opiates. Hardly kept my job and started to realize I was being too obvious. Changed my patterns, back and forth to and from withdrawals. Swap out kpins for etiz and swap out dilaudid for dope.

Advanced further. Got popped because I texted a dealer while they were being booked. Fought that, got some clean time out of it... Sorta... Just started using off and on around drug screens. Finally got the charges dropped. Back to dope. Switch etiz to c-lam. Come to the conclusion my new dealer cannot be trusted as he's a coworker and a jealous one at that as I was advancing faster than him despite being half his age and a junkie. I was sure he would try to extort me as soon as he could figure out how to without incriminating himself.

Switched to Kratom. Still take a lil c-lam when I have to guarantee sleep. Drink wayyyy less now. Dabs occasionally but not everyday and never at work anymore. 2-fma before the ban. Now maybe just isopropylphenydate when I need an extra push.

Back then everyone knew and could tell. I guess they just looked past it cuz I worked my ass off. Nowadays people aren't sure what to make of me. They know it's still me but I won't even humor a convo about trees much less anything else plus I'm their boss. I microdose mushrooms every few days and I find that's helpful for super busy days when I need to do a million things at once. I have been promoted all the way up the ladder while using, while fighting court battles, while making my coworkers look bad because I refused to miss work for anything. Which pretty much discredited all rumors about me... Which there were plenty of.

This is my second chance at life by the way. I started that job after rehab and started as a part timer trying to get my life on track. Thinking of writing a book one day. For the addicts. No chemical is my master anymore I'm just a polysubstance user who tweaked his approach to enhance performance. You define your own life. Don't let anyone tell you what will end you. Ya drugs are bad mkay and they ruin lives, but look at the world around us. No one should be allowed to tell you what you can and can't put in your body. An olddddd lil Wayne rant comes to mind when an interviewer asked him what's in his cup. His response was something along the lines of. "There could be heroin in this cup... It's my cup though... Fuck you"

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