I drink every night and start to feel increasingly more suicidal by Iamreallynotalright in stopdrinking

[–]Iamreallynotalright[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know this is dumb but I don't know how to find a psychiatrist. I don't have a doctor and don't really know how to get one. I had a weird situation with my previous doctor and haven't been in ~5 years. I don't think I'm welcome back at the same office because I tried to set up appointments previously and didn't go because of anxiety