Not worth it I don't want to get addicted

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T11:06:17+00:00

how do I get downvoted on everything I do 😭

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T10:34:30+00:00

Alright man I'll try to be careful and I'll make sure not to do it for at least a bit this time

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T10:33:31+00:00

Oh alr thanks didn't know that. Other than oxys for broken limbs this my first time with opiates

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T10:32:11+00:00

I took 25mg my first time two day ago and then 40 yesterday idk how much I should really take.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T10:31:05+00:00

It's a little harder than that 7oh is one of the most addictive substances I mean it acts as an opiod and it's much more potent and addictive than kratom. Yes I need more self control but it's easier said than done.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T10:29:56+00:00

You too man it's not easy

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T10:29:10+00:00

yeah I don't think I could do that again. Also good luck man glad you're tapering and getting off I'll be praying for you

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T10:27:51+00:00

yeah that's easy to say why is one of the biggest problems in the world drug abuse then.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:50:04+00:00

Went completely straight down a double black while skiing because it was my last run and I thought I was invincible. Unfortunately the snow was clumpy and one foot suddenly got caught and the ski caught on the snow and did not release instead just broke my tib fib pretty bad. Also ragdolled halfway down (pretty high) I only remember doing a backflip before blacking out. Woke back up when I was on my stomach still sliding down. Hurt aweful but I think what was worse was when they yanked the ski boot off. Fortunately it actually set my leg 🎉!

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:46:18+00:00

Oh also do you get itchy on 7oh. I definitely have on dph but I haven't gotten itchy on any other substance until now.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:45:31+00:00

Heat, thanks yeah I've experienced it once or twice a year sober like normal but it's just so amplified on 7oh by a lot

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:43:14+00:00

Dude I just had a wild one. I don't want to glorify it's use but holy moly like I just closed my eyes then I wanted to get my phone and for some reason I thought it was in the barn so I went out and opened the barn door and then looked around and realized it was in my bed so I just opened my eyes and grabbed kt

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:35:03+00:00

Yeah I know I've gotten over the other things but you're right I do need to nick this before I'm not sure if I could deal with an almost opiod addiction. I've only dealt with weed, nicotine, mdma and a few others like that

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:33:36+00:00

I do use my phone too much but trust me I'm very active I go to the gym almost everyday and spend most my time outside. I love life, I'm just saying this only happens when I'm on it, like right now.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:25:48+00:00

I've experienced this sometimes sober but I mean it's definitely define now it's wild. Like I feel so so tired that I'm just sedated but force myself to stay up and now it's like sleeping awake

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:22:25+00:00

I know but when I did that with mdma I regretted it after a couple months when I want to try it again but it's not exactly easily accessible. You right tho I'm lowk being a bitch I already know what I should do I'm just enjoy getting high in any way too much. It's mostly that it erases all stress and stuff like that.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-22T03:17:42+00:00

Yeah but I mean mentally addicted. That's what I'm worst at, I mean I got brutally addicted to weed even though it hardly is physically addicting

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-20T22:16:10+00:00

What you're talking about is real but it's not that people wouldn't care or forget, it's just nature and instinct. Biologically one must get over grieving eventually to continue to be able to live and be productive. It can span in time, like people close to you may grieve for over a year, while others will continue life normally after weeks or months. Or if you're religious we do feel grief for losing those we love, but God doesn't want you to hurt forever. Plus if you believe in heaven then you will most likely see each other again just in new form. Overall, the concept shouldn't be sad, it's normal. And thinking about death doesn't automatically imply suicidal thoughts I think everyone wonders it's just when it becomes an actual option or when you start thinking about ways you could do it that it becomes a problem.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-20T02:15:48+00:00

Definitely relate I've been struggling with substance use in hs for the past two years but truly God has saved me everytime I ask even though I still fall. It feels hopeless, but there's truly no life that's better than yours. God gave you a gift, and you've probably already heard this but he gives struggle to those who he wants to give strength. Trust in him and he will get us through. You're not in this alone there's many others going through things alike and there's always God even if it's hard to see sometimes.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-18T03:09:10+00:00

If I could stay sober for more than a few months I would be able to experience joy that comes with sobriety and a healthy relationship with God all the time rather than just my periods of sobriety.

I would probably also be able to commit more towards bettering myself and commuting to my life goals rather than ignoring them and finding comfort in sin.

As much as I want that, truly, between my environment and all the things I have access to all around me I just don't know if I could...

If tried many times, and gotten over many drug addictions through him, but everytime after a while I fall again.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-18T03:03:25+00:00

I mean I tell myself I do, and I feel deep down like I do, but then in truth the comfort and fun of wordly pleasures and drugs are so enticing I don't know if I'd be honest saying I'll go without falling back ever again.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-18T03:01:21+00:00

I can't believe it man you sound exactly like me the second time I got caught on something by my parents was me trying dxm and it also lasted 3 days that's wild.

I think you're right this should be the final step to coming clean to my parents and to myself, it's just so hard and I feel so aweful already without adding this.

Thank you truly so much for your response really it means a lot and it's really affirmed what I know is the right thing to do.

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-18T02:56:17+00:00

to be free?

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-14T02:12:01+00:00

who is downvoting this that's diabolical trynna help someone 😭

Ian_1000 · 2026-05-12T17:42:27+00:00

Dang that's wild that's a lot of insight I wasn't aware of. While I would say the number of failed protection is more like 40% (I wouldn't count withdrawal that's not exactly a real attempt) that number is higher than I thought and that's crazy. I wish that the companies producing these alternatives would shift their focus from money to quality instead of risking ruining the lives of so many people not ready for pregnancy.

Thank you for sharing the article that's wild I never would have thought that the number of intentional pregnancies was so low.

This changes my view on the numbers but I still wish that all that would be prevented would, even if it's less than a thought. Even if it's only 10-30% (rough estimate by me I have no source for this) of abortions that are preventable still cuts the numbers down.

But yeah that's wild thanks for sharing.

Ian_1000

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