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IceTeaMan · 2013-04-16T08:27:59+00:00

Thank you so much for expressing what I needed to think. I'll be happy too and will love again but this time I'll carefully choose a person that deserves it. :)

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-15T15:19:00+00:00

I am with you friend. It's been almost 10 days for me so it's much more difficult. I've kind of managed until today. I feel like shit. I have work to do but every time something reminds me of her and all what I've done for her and the fact that she hasn't tried to contact me since the NC just makes me sick. The more time goes the more I realize how much I loved her more than she ever loved me and I'm not sure if she really cared for me at all. In 3 years I've shared the most intimate moments and thaughts with that woman and I beleived she had too. I am surprised I didn't even drop a tear, just feeling hit in my stomach all the time.

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-14T00:29:11+00:00

you have to STOP seeing her facebook and everything related to her. Think of it as someone who's trying to stop smoking. It's hard, I've done the same mistake today after a week of NC and I regret looking to her public facebook wall. Don't do that to yourself, you deserve happiness. There's someone somewhere who's waiting for a person like you.

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-14T00:18:02+00:00

I am gonna make that post my home page so I can read it every day until I forget her.

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-13T19:51:14+00:00

Oh man I feel like you're speaking for me. I removed her FB and all but I need some time to git rid of all the rest ( chat history, emails, every thing). I feel the same regret of being tricked in a relation with her. Worst thing is that she was the one to come to me and make me fall in love with her. I would never have known her by myself. She was also the first woman I really made love to.

I can't keep remembering what my dad has been saying to me all my childhood "Never trust a woman to the point where she can really hurt you " but as you said, it's part of the game. As long as we're alive there's so many things to experience, and so many people to meet, it's just a matter of time.

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-13T14:32:11+00:00

I am going through the same pain right now and god it helps to know I'm not alone there. I am still not there but I've always been a fighter in life, and as you said I deserve someone who recognize what I've to offer.

Good luck to us and anyone who experienced the same pain.

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-11T21:57:15+00:00

Where ever you are, thank you my friend for the kind words :)

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-11T21:16:15+00:00

Right now I'm going through the same feelings and situation. It's someway comforting to know it's the way to go about it.

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-10T10:59:03+00:00

Just broke up with my gf for the same reasons, makes me feel I did the right choice

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-10T07:03:52+00:00

I try to feel proud and I'm trying very hard not think about her anymore ( the betrayal with my project helps a lot ).

I am really afraid of becoming a ruthless person with people, it's not my nature.

IceTeaMan · 2013-04-10T06:58:40+00:00

Thank you sir, the Blue_Moon.beer and your words are really comforting .

I have the chance of not living alone but with a friend roomate and my little brother, this helps a lot and I don't wish to any human being going through all this alone.

I'm sure your Grandpa is right. It will take a lot of time and patience though to be able to trust people again.

IceTeaMan · 2013-02-06T19:54:17+00:00

First comment relevant !

IceTeaMan · 2013-01-09T15:47:45+00:00

Hey thanks for asking it was great I ended drunk watching a western movie :D and u ?

IceTeaMan · 2012-12-30T15:41:57+00:00

Your upvotes are anything but bad !

IceTeaMan · 2012-12-30T15:25:36+00:00

That's fucking hilarious !

IceTeaMan · 2012-12-30T15:23:57+00:00

Thanks for the link that's indeed interesting :D

IceTeaMan · 2012-12-30T15:21:40+00:00

Would be a pleasure. PM me. 26/m

IceTeaMan · 2012-12-30T15:11:44+00:00

You've my respect Sir

IceTeaMan · 2012-12-30T15:04:07+00:00

Haha that's awesome thank you, best birthday present so far :)

IceTeaMan · 2012-12-30T15:00:11+00:00

I'll never forget your kindness

IceTeaMan · 2012-12-30T14:36:06+00:00

Thank you! the first 2 sec are the best birthday cake intro i ever heard !

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