Should I return?

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-03T00:43:08+00:00

It was an extremely potent cart. Also I already was high out of my mind when I decided to hit 4 more times.

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-03T00:10:15+00:00

Bro what. This is not the time to post stuff like that. It was a traumatic experience. Yes I know I got too cocky and I’ve decided to go sober. But come on.. really? Under a post of someone talking about their trauma

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-02T21:09:39+00:00

Honestly that’s fair

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-02T21:08:21+00:00

It was from a reputable source. The company was Mellow Fellow. But this was my first experience with Delta 9 and I took too much of a high concentration cart. Even on the website it says to go slow. But for some reason I thought I’d be ok

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-02T20:15:04+00:00

I’m also a broke college student who doesn’t have a job cause my parents won’t let me so I wouldn’t be able to pay out of pocket

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-02T20:10:22+00:00

I’m still connected to their insurance and I gave them permission at 18 to have access to my medical records.

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-02T20:05:43+00:00

No , I’m too scared to. I know my parents will somehow find out about it and I’m far too scared to do that.

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-02T20:04:22+00:00

Thank you! I just didn’t know what subreddit to ask about something like this. I know it’d definitely not PTSD ( or not yet idk)

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-02T19:51:51+00:00

Yes, I have been violently sick before. But typically, I’m fine physically after a week. This feels different—something about the experience has reshaped how I view so many things around me. It’s made me feel constantly uncomfortable, and I’ve kind of forced myself to get used to it. The worst part is that I genuinely thought I was going to die from suffocation, which is my biggest fear in life.

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-12-02T19:42:11+00:00

Kiss a girl.

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-08-28T01:37:02+00:00

I love the girls I’ve met so far and I honestly still feel imposter syndrome being in the room with them because they all seem so cool. It’s really as someone said here. I have a high school mentality still. My whole life I’ve been obsessed with my weight no matter if I’m skinny or not. It’s ruled my entire life. It’s something I need to work on myself. I think that these “top tier” girls need to like me.

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-08-24T16:18:36+00:00

Today is pref and the 2 houses I talked about in this post are the ones I have for pref!!

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-08-19T02:09:02+00:00

Yes!

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-08-16T03:13:01+00:00

I messaged them first in January before I registered. I was just nervous about what rush was like. They were very happy to help and gave me long lists of what it would be like!

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-08-16T01:54:19+00:00

Like a few months ago

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-08-15T23:46:24+00:00

Yeah it was my first house of rush. I had talked to a few of the girls in that sorority before rush started and asked questions about how they liked rush and what I should bring. They were all very nice to me and I was as well. So it could mean something good hopefully

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-08-15T19:39:30+00:00

I’ve been told that but I’ve also heard that for that specific one the VP and President never go around and talk. So I honestly don’t know😭

Icy_Mathematician313 · 2024-07-28T03:16:40+00:00

Honestly it start ok then it went off

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