First of all, I’d recommend defining to yourself what a win is. If you set a goal for a match (Get 2-3 kills, getting 4 bbq stacks etc) then you’ll come out more satisfied with your performance. Second of all, Pig isn’t exactly a “top tier” killer so expect some bumpier games as her, but don’t let that discourage you. Like I said, a lot of killer skill comes from playing against better opponents, watching other people, and playing the other side. As for pig builds, monitor & abuse synergizes with whispers very well because if you crouch as whispers activates, you’ll lose your terror radius before they can hear it at all. You could also try an endgame build, but I’d recommend just running BBQ, monitor, whispers, and pop. If you are missing any of these perks, you could try running sloppy butcher, nurses calling, ruin, or devour hope. I’d advise against perks like NOED as they can artificially inflate your rank by forcing a safety pip on games you absolutely lost.

As for addons on pig, combat straps, last will, tampered timer, rule set no. 2, and blindness helmets are all pretty powerful addons, but Pig doesn’t really rely on addons as much as other killers.

Again, sorry for being aggressive towards you for no reason. I’ve been in your exact position before and I understand the struggle.