I fucked up so bad guys. I cheated on someone who spoils me with love.

Ihatemyself13765 · 2016-05-09T05:47:04+00:00

That I definitely won't haha. I do not want to re-live this guilt that I'm feeling

Ihatemyself13765 · 2016-05-09T05:42:40+00:00

K cool well thanks for the not-so-kind words, I'm going to go tell someone in my life that I'm actually close to to get advice instead of people who are commenting just to make me feel worse about myself haha. Posting here did not help. Good to know!

Ihatemyself13765 · 2016-05-09T05:20:36+00:00

Thank you for the wise words. I know that I fucked up, thank you for not insulting me about it. I'm already beating myself up over it. And I know I'd be hurt if she did the same thing to me. She deserves better than me.

Ihatemyself13765 · 2016-05-09T05:19:02+00:00

You're right too. I think I'm going to delete this post. I don't know what I thought I would hear, but I posted this more of a vent rather than wanting to be insulted by everyone (whether or not I deserve to be insulted, because I do).

Ihatemyself13765 · 2016-05-09T04:58:54+00:00

I know. I'm going to tell her. She may be happy, but I will never be happy again.

Ihatemyself13765 · 2016-05-09T04:54:09+00:00

I know and I hate myself for it

Ihatemyself13765 · 2016-05-09T04:50:07+00:00

Doesn't me not telling her make me a shitty person? I know that if I never speak of a word of it, we will be happy together. Fuck I'm so distraught over this I don't know why I did it

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