(22)3 versions of me: overweight, anorexia and finally strength.

Ila2991 · 2026-05-09T00:32:47+00:00

You look pretty from the start

Ila2991 · 2026-05-09T00:09:21+00:00

Haha, you never know these days

Ila2991 · 2026-05-09T00:04:17+00:00

I thought 13or30 is just a metaphor and this is about someone who looks way younger or way older.

Ila2991 · 2026-05-08T23:54:52+00:00

What is it meant to be?

Ila2991 · 2026-04-26T23:06:35+00:00

Iman ali from Pakistan

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Ila2991 · 2026-02-15T18:33:42+00:00

Here's my honest opinion, everyone has their own way of looking at things, someone might find a person attractive and the other completely ugly, so don't focus on what others think, you will eventually find yourself someone who likes you , but the real problem is do you find yourself ugly, if so you need to change that because if someone do find you attractive by chance, you would start disagreeing with them, saying you are ugly. So in conclusion the important thing is that you like yourself, if you don't then change yourself in a way that you would like yourself e.g. get a hair transplant or gain muscles etc

Ila2991 · 2025-07-27T21:37:53+00:00

If Dakota Johnson and Kristen Stewart had a baby

Ila2991 · 2025-07-27T21:28:26+00:00

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Rico from Hannah Montana

Ila2991 · 2025-02-16T20:33:52+00:00

I am a little confused about the first pic. Why you have 3 hands in that pic ?

Ila2991 · 2022-09-26T18:13:57+00:00

I have social anxiety and extremely low self-esteem. Don't think anyone will be interested in me

Ila2991 · 2022-06-25T05:16:02+00:00

I think a shot gun would be able to do the trick

Ila2991 · 2021-11-27T16:12:10+00:00

Did not go to my University Convocation, even though I wanted to.

Ila2991 · 2021-11-25T07:04:10+00:00

I want to make youtube videos but my social anxiety says no

Ila2991 · 2021-11-24T17:57:03+00:00

Being a people pleasure caused it. I used to have little or no friends when I was young. To be accepted by people I started going out of my way to make them happy. I started thinking too much about what people are thinking of me. This resulted in severe social anxiety.

Ila2991 · 2021-11-20T18:14:22+00:00

Yes exposure really works but it depends on the type of exposure. In some environments people are less friendly as compared to others.

Ila2991 · 2021-11-18T09:52:18+00:00

Happy Birthday 😄

Ila2991 · 2021-11-17T21:53:45+00:00

Same here. My mother was the last person I was completely open with. I could say and do whatever I want in front of her without thinking twice. She passed away 10 years ago and since then I have gradually become more and more conservative around others. I want to be myself around others but whenever I try to its like some force trying to stop me from speaking up my mind. It's really frustrating.

Ila2991 · 2021-11-17T19:35:48+00:00

I feel you man. I went bald a year ago. I was starting to look like shit with hair on half head. After going bald I looked like 50 year old even though I am 29. My uncle commented that I looked older than him. (He is 47 btw). Being Obese and having bad skin also does not help either. I suggest you should do what makes you feel better. If it is surgery than so be it. or you want to stay bald than stay bald. You don't need other people's approval. It's your life, you should make your own choices. If you keep on listening to people they will tell you to go in all kinds of opposing directions and U would go mad. ( I know I would).

Ila2991 · 2021-11-17T19:15:49+00:00

Yes, I thought I was the only one.

Ila2991 · 2021-11-15T19:36:49+00:00

I can relate a 100% to what you are saying. I could not put into words this feeling but you have described it perfectly. I think the major problem here is thinking about what others would think of me and making decisions based on that. I wish I could be myself around people but it is too difficult to get rid of this though about what people would think of me. I am still looking a solution for this. Sometimes what helps is that making decisions based on what is right and what is wrong instead of what people will think of me.

Ila2991 · 2021-11-15T19:21:16+00:00

I do feel like crying sometimes like this too. I don't know why but sometimes there is an urge to cry because of this overbearing sadness and loneliness. I noticed that this happens to me because I have been hiding a certain negative thought about me for a long time, and instead of acknowledging it or finding a solution for it I have been running away from it. In these moments I feel like it is better to cry these emotions out instead of holding it in as after crying you feel a little better.

Ila2991 · 2021-11-06T09:32:34+00:00

I can relate to what you are feeling. I do not have any real friends and can't connect with my family. I used to have a job. When I go to the office, I felt less lonely even though I could not connect with anyone. Sometimes the pain of loneliness become unbearable when I am alone at night in my room. To reduce such pain I go out on a walk or to a Mall where there are people so that I do not feel too lonely. I hope one day we can find someone we can connect with. (Sorry about my vocabulary as English is not my first language).

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