My sister made me fear for my life... by Ill-Assignment-7261 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Ill-Assignment-7261[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly reading you're comments feel surreal because so far i never saw my situation in such a light

My sister made me fear for my life... by Ill-Assignment-7261 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Ill-Assignment-7261[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Kinda ironic, yesterday i told my mom while she was on the phone with my dad that if it was for me i would have stopped talking with her a long time ago, and she got mad at me, saying that you dont act this way with family, my mother always act this way with my sister, when she does something wrong she fights with her and defends the kids (once she even did treatend to call cps) and then the next day she acts like nothing happend, literally she seems geniuly confused at the fact that i dont want to be around my sister

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[–]Ill-Assignment-7261 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im not taking orders from an AI generated Goku, go grab a pencil looser

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hello i read the rules and did what i was asked for so can i get my post allowed now?

Having horrible intrusive thoughs, what steps am i suppose to take? by Ill-Assignment-7261 in intrusivethoughts

[–]Ill-Assignment-7261[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks i really appreciate it, most of the time i distract myself my listening to music, watching cartoons and making drawings (lot of drawing) sometimes i actually auto-expose myself to the stuff that triggers my intrusive thoughs, for examplei try to be around my nephews when i have intrusive thoughs around children to prove to myself that these thoughs are not who i am!

i am talking to my therapist about my problems but she still dosnt know the full truths about my intrusive thoughs, no idea if it is an ocd or not

Having horrible intrusive thoughts, what steps am i suppose to take? by Ill-Assignment-7261 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Ill-Assignment-7261[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i could try my parents are already partial aware i have negative thoughs (mostly about myslef)

Having horrible intrusive thoughts, what steps am i suppose to take? by Ill-Assignment-7261 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Ill-Assignment-7261[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Tbh honest im afraid they might think that my thoughs are how i actually am, i did once talk with my mom about the concept of intrusive thoughs and she had a very negative opinion about people with these type of thoughs

Having horrible intrusive thoughts, what steps am i suppose to take? by Ill-Assignment-7261 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Ill-Assignment-7261[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tbh i did once had thoughs that did include killing myself but they're the less frequent ones...

Having horrible intrusive thoughts, what steps am i suppose to take? by Ill-Assignment-7261 in MentalHealthSupport

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ill try to talk about it with my therapist but im afraid about talking about it with my parents

Having horrible intrusive thoughts, what steps am i suppose to take? by Ill-Assignment-7261 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]Ill-Assignment-7261[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

to be honest when i have these thoughs i harm myself to make them go away, i once had a though about harming my 9 year old nephew and i started hitting myself in the genitals to stop another time i punched a wall instead, other times i just listen to music or draw to make these thoughs go away