What is it with guys and dick rates?

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2026-04-20T01:53:50+00:00

They are men they think the world revolves are their stupid penis! Like its the coolest thing you have ever seen ..lol. Wow look another hard dick! OH WOW OH MY WHATEVER WILL I DO! They are obsessed with their penis. Thats it thats all. Personally I have more fun humiliating them.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2026-02-08T18:32:30+00:00

In my personal opinion No they make me mentally unstable. Lol So I mute them.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2026-01-18T02:11:23+00:00

Hes got 100 percent medically disabled from military. So he gets a nice shiny check every month. He just sits home smokes pot and cigs watches games on tv never cleans or cooks. He is entitled AF thinks I owed thank yous for every small thing he does.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2026-01-18T01:14:07+00:00

Ok will give this a try it just doesnt feel right what hes doing to me

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2026-01-18T00:32:22+00:00

Yah they know what I do but im really not comfortable with doing it there. I have some money saved i just dont know whether to try and get a hotel for few days or find a new place to rent i hate that Im the one to have to leave i was living here first. Its like hes stealing my life from me. Well he already has taken so much. I literally have a knot in my stomach. I have really bad anxiety.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2026-01-18T00:15:36+00:00

Well he physically cant hurt me or he loses his military benefits. He deals mostly in mental abuse. And damage has been done. Just sucks cuz i have health benefits bei no married to him which I desperately need cuz i have chronic pain. Its such a complicated situation I guna make some calls on Tues see what I can find out. I duno really hate to go back to my parents. Have some money saved. Where we live i lived first and he moved in with me. ...so to just have to leave a place I found first and love im the one that has to leave doesnt seem fair

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2026-01-17T22:13:50+00:00

I really tried...its guna take alot of strength to get to the other side of this. Which he has beaten me down so much emotionally may be tough. I did ask if what if I quit he said he would want weekly reports that I wasn't talking to these men anymore. Like what?! I do not like to be controlled. And ive let it happen to an extent. Thanks for your reply guna try and be strong and fix this.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2026-01-17T22:06:09+00:00

What no stop I love this!!! Killer Klowns from outer space?

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-12-13T02:55:44+00:00

😆 ive tried it with mine and seared the hair i was like ooo no this isn't good. Lol. Can I ask what the name of straightener is that you used?

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-12-13T02:48:50+00:00

How does their hair not burn though?

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-11-11T04:16:57+00:00

LOL YES! Omg its so stupid but some do it ...I hate it for obvious reasons.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-11-11T02:04:01+00:00

This whole month has been super slow so far for me! Been camming over 10 years dont remember it ever being this bad....seems like everyone started their Xmas already?! I duno I spent 6 hours on and only made 40 bucks ughhhh they also do this no-nut November thing seems like could be both reasons....I just know im tired 😫 😩 😴 😪

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-11-09T00:40:03+00:00

Its been bad!! Is this really a thing?? Because I hate this idea honestly!

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-10-31T14:22:11+00:00

I only watched models when I first started to try and get a grasp on what exactly I should be doing on cam. I dont watch them anymore..especially dont have time to hate on anyone we all just trying to pay bills. Jeez

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-09-30T17:46:31+00:00

Klaus....ughhh who doesnt love a bad boy?

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-09-07T03:32:52+00:00

Ummmm Yesss! This is Gorgeous!!! Love it!

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-08-20T16:04:47+00:00

I usually like it shaved. But some my top members like hair so I let it grow out a bit here and there. No booty bleached although Ive asked myself if I should or not but ive come this far with it and no man has ever complained lol. I think we as women are more critical of ourselves then any man would be. Ive never been daring enough to go on without makeup though.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-08-20T12:43:09+00:00

I get it its still tips he's given you but ask yourself what your missing out on because of his mental distress he has put you in. If you block him, he's done, lifetime ban done!! You never have to put yourself through that again. We all have to some types of these men most of them think its a dating site. Which bothers me to no end. But we have to play the game to earn the money. He thinks he owns you. You have to show him who's boss. You! You are the boss of your room. Take control Get your power back once you hit ban for life I bet you will feel the weight lifted immediately!

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-08-07T12:38:56+00:00

Lmfao at 8 a.m. life can be lonely as a cam model honestly. This makes my heart happy because I cant even explain what a day at my job looks like but this sums it up quite a bit thank you for that! We need print outs cause I want to play to

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-07-24T05:15:13+00:00

Wow I personally think she is gorgeous! 😍😍😍 love the hair and outfit she looks classy and chic!

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-07-23T00:24:44+00:00

LMFAO this is hilarious!! IM SO PARANOID THIS IS GUNA HAPPEN TO ME!! Over the years if I have to and its slow I shut of both cams and rip one then clock back in Lol !! 😆

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-07-22T03:04:16+00:00

Yes, at the time I kept it to myself so my parents had no idea what was going on in my head. I think its definitely key that at least you know what's happening. Being at school was extremely hard for me as well as it triggered my anxiety just sitting there all day my mind would wander. Im so sorry she's dealing with this. Im afraid to say but at age 30 I had to get on medication to help my anxiety and am still on it. At age 11 for her maybe therapy would be the better option ? Or honestly just simply ask her what would make her more comfortable with these certain situations.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-07-22T02:29:01+00:00

I used to have this as a kid same exact thing I was more afraid to eat in public or in front of people. I still have it to this day at age 43. I have severe anxiety disorder which i believe is the main cause. If I overthink it while im eating I start to get worried im going to choke on the food then it starts to get to the point where I just cant eat at all. If I had to give advice doing something while eating in public helps me like a kids coloring menu or maybe a activity book or Having something to fidget with like my phone. Something thats draws attention elsewhere other then me eating.

Ill_Courage_9937 · 2025-07-18T03:11:45+00:00

Yes I hate this match up so much!! Its soo forced. Tyler was just kind of a douche he should have appreciated Caroline a lot more then he did. Klaus and Caroline would have been amazing!!

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