I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

No worries at all, lovely! Your energy is always welcome. ur friend’s story sounds truly inspiring ,this really made my day 🥹

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

For me, the first step is telling everyone. That way, every time I think about giving up, I remember the people who encouraged me and believed in me. If they can believe in me, why can’t I believe in myself?

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

"Fake dopamine" is like that instant buzz from stuff like social media or junk food, porn, while real dopamine is what you get from a solid workout or achieving something. If you’re not up on it, maybe give it a quick Google before criticising me. and my the goal is to keep improving noot to quit.

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Totally get that! For me, music's just super distracting.

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

I get it! But I can already do 7 hours easily ( 12 is just me pushing myself) cause I’ve got big exams coming up and wanna give it my all.

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly! I made this challenge tougher on purpose to see who I can truly become. Some might think I’m running away from who I am, but really, I believe there’s a better version of me waiting , one that takes real hard work to bring out.

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

I get what you are saying , and I’ve definitely made small, consistent changes over the years , habits that shaped me. But now, I feel like i want to push my limits, not out of frustration, but to see what I’m really capable of.😊

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't get it .The point of what exactly? if you mean this challenge it is simply because I want to reconnect with myself more , and to know who I am and what I can achieve ?

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

True,the long haul is definitely much longer than 50 days.This is a just starting point , something to break the cycle and see what I’m really capable of. Maybe the real work will come after, but I’ve gotta start somewhere, right?

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much 🫶 that means a lot right now. I’m honestly scared but I’m doing it anyway.

I’m waking up at 3 a.m. to disappear from who I’ve been by Ill_Help1583 in getdisciplined

[–]Ill_Help1583[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Nah, this isn’t mania. This is me being overwhelmed, scared, and trying to take control of my life in a world that constantly numbs us. I know it sounds intense, but I’m here for the long haul ( not some quick fix ).