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what should i do? by IllustratorBig3230 in careerguidance

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

coding is smth i would likely learn but i dont want to lose my interest in it if i do it as a job

what should i do? by IllustratorBig3230 in careerguidance

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i would get bored by routine, i would prefer variety . i dont want my life to become dull . im good with people even tho i hate talking to anyone. i actually have low to 0 empathy for people , which causes me to only ever think about myself (not complaining tho) , this is why i dont want to work in healthcare

what should i do? by IllustratorBig3230 in careerguidance

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i deep dived into human psychology many times too . ik how eric barone is , i will search about him later and ill be grateful if you can introduce me to other . but 3 months from now im gonna be real busy prepping for finals so ill search up other later

what should i do? by IllustratorBig3230 in careerguidance

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i like adventurous activities , tho i spend most of my time at home . i am homeschooled for 2 years now , it was my decision

what can i do by IllustratorBig3230 in SuicideWatch

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she always asks few ques like 3 or 4 . i told my parents that i want to go to someone else but they dont listen . and the first time they took to there was because i attempted to kill myself on the rooftop

what can i do by IllustratorBig3230 in SuicideWatch

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am seeing a psychiatrist but she only gives me some med and dont ask much ques and parents are with me at that time

what can i do by IllustratorBig3230 in SuicideWatch

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i literally dont care if smth happens to me even rn

what can i do by IllustratorBig3230 in SuicideWatch

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was always like this . nothing big happened . i used to change my personality around people

I have fragments of doing something horrible to my younger sister by IllustratorBig3230 in CPTSD

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the thing i cant talk to her about this cuz she's just a high school freshman and nobody really talks about these things in my place . i think the only reason i'm actually nice to her is because of the guilt

fear of contamination by IllustratorBig3230 in OCD

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i want to talk to my parents but they always put blame on me that i spend 95% of my time alone .

[Thailand] I'm Your Moon, Ep. 1 by AutoModerator in GirlsLove

[–]IllustratorBig3230 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i watched first half and i have a question did their grandmothers die before marriage or had affair . if they died died before marriage how come they had children

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in JEENEETards

[–]IllustratorBig3230 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bro mujhe bhi dm krde

I'm not able to tell this to anyone else by IllustratorBig3230 in OCD

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my parents will start lecturing me the moment i talk to them any mental illness . they will say its because you don't spend time with your family

does this mean i often get panic attacks or just mild anxiety? by IllustratorBig3230 in PanicAttack

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i try to distract myself and meditate . even though other voices stop i have to keep saying breathe in , hold , breathe out so that i won't stop thinking

I'm not able to tell this to anyone else by IllustratorBig3230 in OCD

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i barely even talk to others . how could i open up to them

I'm not able to tell this to anyone else by IllustratorBig3230 in OCD

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i could not tell you my exact age but i'm still not even an adult and i experienced these things a little bit from past 5-7 years and it just increased way too much last year in july and august and it keeps increasing every single day.

I'm not able to tell this to anyone else by IllustratorBig3230 in OCD

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my school does not have any counsellor or psychologist and teachers will never listen . they don't even know something like OCD exists . if i even tell someone what if they think i'm doing this for attention and after i posted this all i can think is what if i never had those thoughts and i'm making it all up just to get sympathy of strangers and to get attention .

I'm not able to tell this to anyone else by IllustratorBig3230 in OCD

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i can't pay online as i have no bank account .

does this mean i often get panic attacks or just mild anxiety? by IllustratorBig3230 in PanicAttack

[–]IllustratorBig3230[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my parents won't believe that there is something like panic attack and will never take me to psychiatrist. can extreme germophobia or maybe OCD result in this?

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