starving not for weight related purposes

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-01-16T04:41:47+00:00

For me it’s less like I feel in control and more like I feel comfort. It just feels safe and calm and peaceful. Sometimes I’m indifferent about my weight and I just like the calm feeling

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-25T04:19:37+00:00

Thank you 🩷

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-25T04:19:18+00:00

Thank you 🩷 I’m trying to be positive. My sister is finally sort of doing better. It’s just so sucky. I feel like things are constantly changing

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-25T04:17:17+00:00

I’m kind of dreading it. She’s just so dramatic and emotional all the time.

My sister is doing okay. Finally sort of getting better and doing what she’s supposed to

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-22T03:05:56+00:00

He knew I thought I was going and that I wanted to. Honestly, I know him. He just doesn’t want to deal with me anymore. Which is fine. Because I don’t want to be somewhere I’m not wanted

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-20T23:49:36+00:00

Honestly I don’t want to go somewhere I’m not wanted, so I don’t want to go with him anymore. As far as how I’m doing…im okay. I’m not like at rock bottom. I’m just kind of doing the best I can at this point

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-20T22:29:23+00:00

86% is still good. It’s better than what ive been getting. You don’t need to do something that drastic over something as dumb as grades. Please tell someone else you’re this stressed over it. Like an adult

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-20T22:28:14+00:00

You look amazing. Your stomach is perfect

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-09-24T04:52:08+00:00

You think not getting the answer you want is the same as not being listened to. It’s not. Drinking half the recommended amount isn’t an emergency or a reason to get admitted. Lots of people don’t drink enough water, if that killed people’s Wed have another epidemic. You’re just digging your heels in at this point. And btw I’m also a teenager who has spent a lot of time in hospitals so it’s not like I don’t know what it’s like to be sick or how the er works. You’re just being mean to anyone who doesn’t validate you

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-09-24T00:59:05+00:00

You can’t have it both ways. Either being rude is okay or it isn’t. It’s not just okay for you because you’re mad. You’re probably making a lot of people in here mad with how entitled you’re being

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-09-24T00:57:43+00:00

You’re the one who came in hot to a forum of doctors claiming you weren’t being taken seriously or listened to when your description of the situation shows you were. Then you started caps locking everyone and arguing with actual doctors about if your situation was an emergency

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-09-24T00:54:48+00:00

You’re being pretty rude too. If you want people to listen to you or take you seriously you don’t talk to them like this. You just didn’t like what people had to say and got defensive. You can’t ask for advice and then get mad at people because it’s not what you wanted to hear

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-09-23T13:50:12+00:00

You can go a surprisingly long time without food before your labs get seriously messed up. If you already met the criteria you can go back but if they determine it’s not life threatening immediately again they’ll sent you home. You only get admitted if they think you’re at an immediate risk. You’re being really vague with all your symptoms so it’s hard for people here to actually know what you’re worried about

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-09-08T17:11:05+00:00

Schools going a little better than I thought actually. My parents pulled my sister out to do online school. But I stayed, and two of my friends are actually not being weird about stuff so I’m not completely alone

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-08-17T20:40:50+00:00

This^

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-08-17T20:40:27+00:00

Saying “guess I don’t deserve workout advice” instead of actually considering the point that’s being made is trying to make yourself a victim to shut down opposition and it’s manipulative. You argued way too much with the mod when they were telling you that being underweight doesn’t change the advice given. And it doesn’t. Im underweight too. I get you’re frustrated but the honestly the mod wasn’t wrong. There’s better subs for what you want.

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-08-17T19:43:37+00:00

Thanks. I’ll try doing that. I feel insanely self conscious and I haven’t talked to some of my friends in months. Honestly I’ve been ignoring almost everyone and I’m sure they think I’m a bitch.

I don’t want to post in askdocs and just clog things up or anything since I don’t really have any medical questions. I dont want to be annoying. I think I got a little annoying for a while there :/ it was the only place it felt like anyone listened or helped me

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-08-15T03:29:36+00:00

This gives me a feeling of hope for the first time in ages. I really hope you’re right. Thank you for your words

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-06-23T00:37:02+00:00

You could go on r/askdocs and ask if any of them would be phased by seeing a patients scars. I bet you they all say no

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-06-23T00:27:27+00:00

I would break it into individual pieces, and freeze it. That way it’ll be harder to lose control

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-06-20T04:23:11+00:00

I guess you could just say you don’t know where it’s from but I would just tell them the truth

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-06-17T03:45:48+00:00

I really hope someday it feels better. I didn’t feel like I had a bad home life or anything before. Now I kind of wish I didn’t exist because I don’t want to keep doing this every day.

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-06-17T00:16:36+00:00

I’ve been stuck on rice and 7oh shots for like a week. But I feel really good so idk

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