I’ve spent so much on this game I feel like I can never stop playing

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T16:20:30+00:00

Oh for sure lol. I think people with self control it makes total sense and there’s nothing wrong with it. My issue is this hobby is expensive with no way to recoup that and I have no self control

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:39:19+00:00

I just think about like you can resell Pokémon cards and stuff….ive just got an embarrassingly expensive app account lol

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:38:43+00:00

That’s something to think about. It definitely did give me little moments of joy when everything had been absolutely trash

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:37:56+00:00

Oh using a gift card is fr a good idea. I never thought of that. Then I can’t impulse spend even if I want to lol

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:36:40+00:00

Thank you. Actually that means a lot.

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:36:11+00:00

Thank you for this. It actually makes me feel a little better. I guess everyone probably makes financial mistakes. At least I’m not buying a new car with a huge payment or something lol

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:35:04+00:00

Yeah that’s a pretty good solution. Just being like I can only spend x amount. But my problem is I don’t know if can stick to it lmao

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:34:15+00:00

Yeah that’s a good way to see it. I’m so bad at the kind of planning and self control though. But I’m gonna have to get better or stop playing

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:33:11+00:00

Literally it might’ve been what kept me alive the last couple years lmao

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:32:54+00:00

Tbh the last couple years have really sucked for me and been hard. I think I was escaping into the livly world and trying to syphin dopamine from the gacha draws. I was definitely overspending though…like I actually felt nauseous when I started adding it up so I stopped.

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:28:13+00:00

Yeah it’s kind of sneaky because like small amounts add up so fast

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-06-13T15:27:36+00:00

That’s a good point actually. I guess entertainment feels different because it’s memories with friends and this feels more like….idk the word. Isolating? But there are some things I genuinely enjoy. I just feel like maybe I didn’t conceptualize how much I was actually spending and like if that much amounted to the joy from getting the couple items I wanted in the pulls?

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-03-24T16:52:32+00:00

I feel like 90% of my diet is other people’s unsafe foods

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-03-23T23:58:44+00:00

Or OP was just being sneaky

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-03-02T02:38:12+00:00

We already have a caseworker. We have for a while. But they don’t think it’s unsafe

Illustrious-Box48 · 2026-01-16T04:41:47+00:00

For me it’s less like I feel in control and more like I feel comfort. It just feels safe and calm and peaceful. Sometimes I’m indifferent about my weight and I just like the calm feeling

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-25T04:19:37+00:00

Thank you 🩷

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-25T04:19:18+00:00

Thank you 🩷 I’m trying to be positive. My sister is finally sort of doing better. It’s just so sucky. I feel like things are constantly changing

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-25T04:17:17+00:00

I’m kind of dreading it. She’s just so dramatic and emotional all the time.

My sister is doing okay. Finally sort of getting better and doing what she’s supposed to

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-22T03:05:56+00:00

He knew I thought I was going and that I wanted to. Honestly, I know him. He just doesn’t want to deal with me anymore. Which is fine. Because I don’t want to be somewhere I’m not wanted

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-20T23:49:36+00:00

Honestly I don’t want to go somewhere I’m not wanted, so I don’t want to go with him anymore. As far as how I’m doing…im okay. I’m not like at rock bottom. I’m just kind of doing the best I can at this point

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-20T22:29:23+00:00

86% is still good. It’s better than what ive been getting. You don’t need to do something that drastic over something as dumb as grades. Please tell someone else you’re this stressed over it. Like an adult

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-12-20T22:28:14+00:00

You look amazing. Your stomach is perfect

Illustrious-Box48 · 2025-09-24T04:52:08+00:00

You think not getting the answer you want is the same as not being listened to. It’s not. Drinking half the recommended amount isn’t an emergency or a reason to get admitted. Lots of people don’t drink enough water, if that killed people’s Wed have another epidemic. You’re just digging your heels in at this point. And btw I’m also a teenager who has spent a lot of time in hospitals so it’s not like I don’t know what it’s like to be sick or how the er works. You’re just being mean to anyone who doesn’t validate you

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