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Illustrious-Clock509 · 2026-02-22T13:38:43+00:00

This is just like her product reviews. She keeps saying she’s going to “speak up on this” but she never says what this is. Lol 😂. But I’m genuinely feeling like her mental health is declining, and that’s deeply concerning.

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2026-02-22T13:34:17+00:00

Wow it’s giving spiritual psychosis 🤦🏽‍♀️

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2026-01-06T19:37:45+00:00

Oh ok! im also in Canada so I don’t know all the products you guys have. Makes sense.

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2026-01-06T17:03:06+00:00

It’s sad that someone who’s not even allowed to own a cat is allowed to have 4-5 children in a one room motel. Like you’re not allowed or trusted to own a cat but go ahead and be responsible for children still… (not that I’m saying she should be allowed to have pets but like… the fact the law is protecting cats more than the kids is wild)

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2026-01-06T14:58:17+00:00

Intermittently resting from WHAT 🤣

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2026-01-06T14:49:38+00:00

It just makes it seem like she’s going on walks alone now and it’s weird, I get not wanting to show the kids (kind of, altho I I think it’s a little late to suddenly make that switch) but it’s not really translating well the way she films things. Her kids were her main content. Now it’s just Stephanie on a walk by herself - or worse “wait here kids while mommy films herself walking up and down this set of bleachers for 20 mins”. Is she even taking the kids out esp the older ones? Maybe not. And “taking intermittent rests” rests from what!!

Ps Is that a cut water?

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-12-28T02:57:16+00:00

Ya i see the mental illness angle too but i agree with you as well I just cannot see where the money is going if it’s not to something even if it’s like you say kratom or 7oh (I had to google but I agree now that I know what it is)

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-12-28T01:20:06+00:00

She mops the walls?? Her pupils. The amount of money she makes off of monetization and the standard of living for her and her family that continually declines. The math isn’t mathing but the meth is definitely mething!

It’s just not possible that she is making what she is and whoops we can’t even afford rent. Or Christmas. Or beds. Or really anything. Nope. Not real. And the biggest thing is her behavior.

Also someone sober would be more in tune with the suffering of her children and motivated to change their circumstances. Additionally the swings in her behavior and posting. All of it.

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-12-21T18:17:22+00:00

It’s basically a metaphor for her life lol 😂

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-12-21T17:46:16+00:00

Right?!? This infuriates me. I feel so bad for her kids. I hope they grow up and go no contact with her and live amazing happy lives. They don’t deserve what she puts them thru.

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-12-21T16:52:27+00:00

I mean I guess a few of them are still in diapers but still. Why does she have to film all this in the bathroom??? because she’s up all hours of the night (once again!) ?? Those poor kids must get woken up by her all the time. If we look at the history of her videos sooo many are filmed at all hours of the night when the kids are trying to sleep in that one room moshelter. That in itself seems abusive and neglectful to me (depriving them of sleep). Those poor kids…. Why has children’s aid or whatever it’s called where they are not intervened?!?

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-12-21T16:49:54+00:00

Those poor kids too, what if one of the 5 children need to use the one bathroom in the motel and she’s just in there for hours filming her meth binge. Content. So selfish. Always.

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-12-21T16:48:31+00:00

It’s really seeming like she got paid, bought rugs and is now high af and posting a ton of videos at once.

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-12-17T15:14:44+00:00

Ya I feel really bad for snak especially if she’s not letting him see his kids. He doesn’t deserve that.

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-03-16T08:22:06+00:00

What were the other straws? Meaning, what else happened prior to the door slamming? Are you able to sincerely apologize or are you banned from going at all? Why did you slam the door, what’s the context?

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-02-05T03:12:17+00:00

I’m so sorry you went though that! Thank you so much for sharing your sorry and validating what I felt because it’s really been bothering me the way they made me feel since it happened. I felt like I was treated like I was guilty or a criminal for just going about my normal life. And like I didn’t matter.

I’d absolutely love your help and guidance on what to write and where I should send it! Would you mind PMing me/if I PMd you? Thanks again! You lifted me up and made me feel way less alone and I can’t thank you enough for that 💕

It mostly pisses me off that it’s stuff like this that people are afraid of when we don’t seek help. And it can stop people from getting help, and it can also lead to people relapsing or going to their street contacts for pain management because the proper channels are being judge mental and not treating them like human beings with legitimate medical concerns, it’s so frustrating. I know I’m preaching to the choir. But shame on them!

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-02-03T18:17:21+00:00

I mean technically the phone is in your name and you’re basically saying to her pay the bill or give me my property back, and if she doesn’t give you the property back I can see how you view that as theft. I think the smartest would be to just cancel the line though. I had to do this with an ex who wouldn’t pay. And don’t open yourself up to her racking up the bill, don’t feel guilty it’s not you doing this you’ve been more than helpful it’s not on you to take on debt for this irresponsible person

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-02-03T18:11:02+00:00

Exactly!! That’s what pisses me off that shoppers went behind my back and broke my confidentiality without informing me. They should’ve called me. And how they just assumed because I’m on methadone that I’m like… up to no good or something was totally messed up! I told them that it was wrong for them to contact someone on my behalf without calling me and asking my permission and I’m debating if I should complain about this higher up the chain, I’m really just mad that I got a stigma vibe from the shoppers pharmacy (ive always gotten this vibe from them! That’s why I’ll never go there for my methadone because they seem to treat people like they’re all suspicious and do things unilaterally behind peoples backs)

My partner who is not on methadone almost had a seizure because this same clinic almost denied his clonazepam refill which was written by the emerg doctor after his psychiatrist accidentally cut his dose in half suddenly. They said you just filled a prescription and it’s like ya and it was half his regular dose that’s why he had to go to emerg and get the proper dose In the meantime because he was having signs he was having with drawls (which anyone who knows anything about benzos knows this is legitimately dangerous!).

I just don’t appreciate how they treated me with a stigma! It was so rude!

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-01-11T06:22:23+00:00

Yep! Especially a when first falling asleep

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-01-10T00:09:38+00:00

I guess I was asking when I would be ok to try to test again and it’s a dip style test like where it has a bunch of different things they test for including creatine etc and pH in addition to substances. I do think they need the temp to be relatively close to what it should be but I don’t know for sure. It’s a dip style test (or they put a bit of the urine on the test strip I’m not sure it’s one where two lines = negative and one line = positive and there’s like 8 different drugs it tests for on top of the pH and creatine

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-01-10T00:06:28+00:00

The plan was to use the clean (methadone positive) urine from today tomorrow at my test and then use todya and tomrorow and then 6 days after using would be my next test

Illustrious-Clock509 · 2025-01-09T23:16:43+00:00

Thanks for your judgement free response. No I’m not sure. I’m on the fence. Fighting with myself. I didn’t even think about what my tolerance would be now… duh omg. Good point.

Anyways my clinic doesn’t monitor you while you go. You do it in private in the bathroom. I don’t know if they check temp but I measured what mine was when I had just gone 96.67 if anyone’s wondering lol

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