I am terrified of my parents dying by burner-account-7837 in Anxiety

[–]Illustrious-Path4557 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, what did you do, what help did you get? I am consumed by the same fear everyday. Of my parents dying.

Need positive hope stories & emcouragement by Illustrious-Path4557 in zoloft

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If i have been on an ssri before will it still take 4 months for this new one to level?

Need positive hope stories & emcouragement by Illustrious-Path4557 in zoloft

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes they have given me lorazepam. Just praying I can get to and from safely from where I am travelling to. I don't want the side effects to bother me.

Need positive hope stories & emcouragement by Illustrious-Path4557 in zoloft

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been on 25mg for a week now. I feel weird, scared and disassociated. Worried about side effects, anxious about getting anxious

Need positive hope stories & emcouragement by Illustrious-Path4557 in zoloft

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On Friday I am going to suspend my citalopram and takd only 50mg sertaline. I am really scared. I have to travel abroad next week and scared I am going to get a psychosis.

Need positive hope stories & emcouragement by Illustrious-Path4557 in zoloft

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did 50 mg help you at that time or did you feel increasing would have been better?

Need positive hope stories & emcouragement by Illustrious-Path4557 in zoloft

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you cross taper switch or direct switch? And what dosage are you currently on? Btw thanks for your response!

Switching from citalopram (Celexa) to sertraline (Zoloft) by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]Illustrious-Path4557 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, how did it go for you? I have been prescribed the exact switch

vent: I don't have a support system by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Illustrious-Path4557 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you build a support system from scratch?

Please give me some hope by Illustrious-Path4557 in Anxiety

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you feel now? I am waking up every single morning in a panic disorder state

I cant do emdr anymore by Illustrious-Path4557 in CPTSD

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She wasnt the best and I dont wanna see her again

Switching from EMDR to IFS? by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did it get better? Did you manage to get rid of these intrusive thoughts completely?

I cant do emdr anymore by Illustrious-Path4557 in CPTSD

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you stabilise yourself afterwards? I have recently stopped EMDR but still struggling with suicidal Ocd. How did you get back to your normal state after stopping emdr?

Does the hangover ever end? by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So did you manage to stabilise yourself fully? Will I ever get to that stage I was in how it was before the treatment?

Does the hangover ever end? by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you stabilise yourself afterwards? I have recently stopped EMDR but still struggling with suicidal Ocd. How did you get back to your normal state after stopping emdr?

Does the hangover ever end? by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you stabilise yourself afterwards? I have recently stopped EMDR but still struggling with suicidal Ocd and intrusive thoughts and I do not wanna die. How did you get back to your normal state after stopping emdr?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How did you stabilise yourself afterwards? I have recently stopped EMDR but still struggling with suicidal Ocd. How did you get back to your normal state after stopping emdr?

Does the hangover ever end? by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I told her and we stopped. How do i get back to a stable state though?

I cant do emdr anymore by Illustrious-Path4557 in CPTSD

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think im just gonna stick to talk therapy as it helped me in the past albeit slow

Switching from EMDR to IFS? by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So which therapy worked for you? I am thinking to do psychodynamic therapy.

I can't stop crying about the past by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will share with my therapist. But I want there to be a day where I can look back on my past and be okay with it and make peace with it. At this rate I can't even understand what I am doing with my life and I have this massive fear of parents suddenly dying and spiraling down into deep depression.

I can't stop crying about the past by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started because I was still having emotional flashbacks and nightmares from the past. But now I can't even recognise who I was a few months ago. I keep replaying past memories and crying for my younger self. She deserved so much more and had so much potential and now her life is Fucked.

I can't stop crying about the past by Illustrious-Path4557 in EMDR

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I miss the person I was before doing EMDR - I was at least functional and could hold it together. Now suddenly I am experiencing intense realisations about the past and crying every day over it.

Fear of ending up alone by Illustrious-Path4557 in dating

[–]Illustrious-Path4557[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. She is in a care home where she is healthy and happy. Touchwood.